Harlequin's Haven April 2011

Greetings Cosmic Moon Beams,

As I sit here at my computer this morning I can’t believe that I am writing for the April 2011 column.

Oh my goodness! Where has this year gone? It seems as if we are in the Millennium Falcon (after it has cranked up of course!) bumping into planets, racing through the blackness of the unknown.

So how has 2011 transpired for you so far? Have you been knocked off your feet? Are you still standing? Or are you sitting quietly in the corner pondering your next move. Sometimes I think that life is like chess game – win or loose it is a game of skill and concentration. So let’s see what the cosmos has for us in April.

First and foremost we are in the Aries sun phase. This is the official start of the astrological calendar. During this month there may be some first or at the very least new beginnings.

Aries inspires us to by dynamic, initiating, pioneering, decisive and courageous. We tend to be competitive or even hot-headed and perhaps a little selfish during this phase. So think about the impression you are making on others and walk respectfully through the Garden of Eden.

The New Moon is April 4 12: 32am 14 degrees Aries. As I mentioned earlier this is a great time to consider new beginnings. This New Moon will bring confident Jupiter snuggling up to the New Moon. Lady luck will shine on the brave and the willing (pioneering spirit remember). If you take the first step, you’ll find the world conspiring to support you on your next big adventure. A wild and wicked Mars/Uranus conjunction shows that freedom is important, so celebrate your individuality with style.

This is a fertile time to plant intentions for the future especially in relation to:
• Self focus
• Innocence and authenticity
• Self-discovery
• Independence
• Courage
• Disengaging self absorption
• Honesty
• Instincts
• Assertiveness

The Full Moon at April 18 12:43pm is 28 degrees Libra. She is in her diplomatic phase. This Full Moon will bring a new kind of peace to tense situations. Libra loves harmony above all and will fight when justice and equality are on the line. Under the light of the Libra Full Moon, negotiating compromises becomes easier. Communication planet Mercury is retrograde (moving backwards) now, giving you the opportunity to review and revise recent changes. With Mars in the mix, impulsive ideas have potential, so don’t dismiss any ideas that initially see bold.

Other significant planetary alignments in April are:

• Mercury direct, April 23
• Venus in Aries, April 22 – May 15 (hot stuff baby!)
• Mars in Aries, April 2 – May 15
• Neptune in Pisces, April 5 – August 5
• Jupiter is in Aries
• Uranus is in Aries
• Saturn is in Libra

A number four month numerologically speaking leaves with you no time to rest on your laurels. Up off the sofa and busy; busy; busy. This is an excellent month for renovating or repairing. What you have started you can finish now. Build those foundations under you plans – this is a month to get the groove happening, People!

Okay with all of these new beginnings we must remember to close the door. A ten of swords heralds a final ending of a difficult situation. The ending may be painful, but at last the situation is faced truthfully, and a new future with fewer conflicts can begin. Nice

Wolf is our animal totem for April. Have we had this totem before? I think that we have. Anyway, he came to the surface and let’s face it we can’t ignore him, can we? Wolf is the teacher. And here we are in earth school with our new month.

Wolf is the pathfinder, the forerunner of new ideas who turns the clan to teach and share medicine. Wolf takes one mate for life and is loyal like Dog. If you want to keep company with Wolf you would find an enormous sense of family in the pack, as well as a strong individualistic urge.

The message from Wolf for April is as individualistic as you are. Through your personal journey have you learned a great deal. Wolf encourages us to share our lessons with others. Your intuitive side may also have an answer or teaching for your personal use at this time. As you feel Wolf coming alive within you, you may wish to share your knowledge by writing or lecturing on information that will help others better understand their uniqueness or path in life.

It is the sharing of great truths that the consciousness of humanity will attain new heights. Wolf could also be telling you to seek lonely places that will allow you to see your teacher within. In the aloneness of a power place, devoid of other humans, you may find the true you. Look for teachings no matter where you are. Wolf would not come to you unless you requested the appearance of the tribe’s greatest teacher.

Kali is our Goddess for April. She has begun her dance in your life to tell you it is time to face your fears. All that is lurking ominously, either buried deep in your inner darkness or close by, needs to be stared in the ey or brought into the light of consciousness. Are your fears serving you by warning you about dangerous places, things or people? Or do your fears prevent you from dancing your dance, living your life, creating with Creation.

Kali comes to tell you that your dance is needed as part of the whole Dance of Creation. Wholeness is nurtured when you reclaim the pieces of yourself that you’ve given over to fear. Most fears are formless. By naming and witnessing the fear, you gain power. Wholeness is cret4ed when you learn to acknowledge your fears and walk through them.

I’ve chosen red jasper as our crystal for April. Jasper is known as the “supreme nurturer”. It supports and sustains during times of stress, and brings tranquillity and wholeness. Used in healing, it unifies all aspects fo your life. Jasper reminds people to help each other.

Jasper aligns the chakras and can be used in chakra layouts. Each colour is appropriate to a specific chakra. This stone facilitates shamanic journeys and dream recall. It provides protection and grounds energies and the body. It absorbs negative energy and cleanses and aligns the chakras and the aura. Jasper balances yin and yang and aligns the physical, emotional, and mental bodies with the etheric realm. It clears electromagnetic environmental pollution, including radiation, and aids dowsing.

Psychologically, Jasper imparts determination to all pursuits. It brings the courage to get to grips with problems, assertively, and encourages honest with yourself. It supports during necessary conflict.

Mentally, Jasper aids quick thinking and promotes organisational abilities and seeing projects through. It stimulates the imagination and transforms ideas into action.

Physically, Jasper prolongs sexual pleasure. It supports during prolonged illness or hospitalisation and reenergises the body.

Have a totally awesome and brilliant April!

Love and Peace,

Harles

Healing – Chlorite

I honour my body as a vehicle for the light.

Healing is the process of bringing aspects of our self that are not balanced back into balance again.

Before we can step into the Age of Light, we must integrate all the experiences that reside within our physical being. When we have done this, we can fully experience the clarity of your Light body being anchored on the Earth Plane.

By accepting the healing that Chlorite offers, you can once again experience the beauty of connection to the Divine Source of creation.

Chlorite is for all chakras.

Changes are the theme for our number five day. It’s amazing to me how one phone call can make a difference at the end of the day or the end of the week for that matter. Just when you think your day/week is going through the mill and being churned up and spat out, one person rings you and a million tiny rainbows scatter throughout your soul.

The Moon is in Gemini and this airy, chatty and creative sign will support a weekend of fun and indulgence.

Did we cast our wishes into the fertile landing of our New Moon yesterday? Well, the Gemini Moon will lift them up and take them into a new direction.

Strength is the first card out this morning. Why strength, you might ask? Well, I believe it takes courage to step into a new direction. Comfort zones are exactly that – by putting one foot in front of the other – facing our fears at the entrance of the cave takes courage. Hey I just had a vision – Aladdin standing at the entrance to the cave saying, Open sesame! And it did! I hope it does for you too! To thine self be true!

The High Priestess knows all about courage. She is wise – sure but it is wisdom borne of pain (sound familiar). Her elegance and poise is legendary. Persephone knows that truth about the journey to the edge of darkness. She has ventured far from her comfort zone and brought back untold experiences cloaked in rare and exquisite riches.

The Hermit is a source of inspiration. He shines his golden light on our path. This beam of optimism glows with us all as we navigate the pot holes of uncertainty.

Personally, I’ve felt that this week has been enlightening. Some truths have been painful, explicit perceptions, revealing. Chlorite has the power to heal the tiny fractures in our soul – mend the gaping wounds in our self esteem and take us toward the beauty of Divine Love. Enjoy!

Love, Healing and Divine Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Action - Carnelian

I am willing to create my reality.

Carnelian has called upon you in order to remind you of our course of action. Seeking spiritual guidance and advice is the next step to creating your reality, but the second and most important step is to take action upon inner guidance. Without action, there is no creation; and we have chosen to come into this world in order to learn to co-create with the Universe.

Do not fear action because of the possibility of failure. There is no failure just as there are no mistakes. Each action that you take leads you to a learning experience. Every learning experience that you have adds to the store of wisdom that you share with others, and leads you closer to your goal of self-understanding. Listen to your higher guidance, open yourself to the path that the Universe is clearing for you, and take a step forward Carnelian has come to guide you on your path of action.

Mercury has gone direct today. After the past few weeks of confusion, mixed messages and computer foul ups. My computer has gone into a dreadful state of sluggishness. When I go to turn him on he freezes at different stages of the start-up process. It’s frustrating to say the least and this weekend we will investigate this annoying behaviour and take some action.

Mercury has gone direct today. After the past few weeks of confusion, mixed messages and computer foul ups it will be nice to feel confident in our communication sector. My computer has gone into a dreadful state of sluggishness when I go to turn him hon. He freezes at different stages of the start-up process. It’s frustrating to say the least and this weekend we will investigate this annoying behaviour.

Am 11/2 day is a Master number – public/private day. I find it interesting that the elections in the UK have been undertaken during the recent Mercury retrograde phase – and we are all aware of how that has gone?

Now, in an 11/2 day the new Prime Minister has emerged to accept and take his leadership role in a new and innovative way. His public and private life will be spread around the world instantly. I find it even more interesting that the negotiations, confusion and mixed or delayed messages have occurred during the trickster’s retrograde motion. Of course there is nothing to this astrology stuff – is there?

The Moon has moved into Taurus and balances nicely with the Taurean Sun. These two dominant orbs are joined by Mercury and Venus and Taurus. There seems to be an air of practicality about negotiations and calculation. I sincerely hope that calculations have been checked and rechecked in the past few weeks – don’t you?

For all of us we are now in a good stage to negotiate contracts and financial deals. Security and lifelong quality is the focus of these discussions. So if you are negotiating a contract now is a good time to consider pay increments and future financial requirements.

So how does this impact on you’re personally? A positive start would be to contact your favourite astrologer (Yasmin Boland or Kelly Surtees) and ask them to direct you to where Mercury and Venus are present in your chart. The cosmos asks us to take action when the alignments are in our favour – now is that time to review, plan and do!

Judgement appears – again – come on! How long have I been pulling this card in our morning spread? What that tells me however is that the necessary shedding has not taken place. What needs to be relinquished? Are we still holding on to any situation or behaviours? Any clues?

Temperance – ahha – lovely! Rise above the chaos of the day and seek solace in philosophical answers. To thine self be true – is a good start!

Twinkle twinkle little Star! My friends please do not squander the opportunity to shine. Word of caution though – don’t take the kudos or recognition at someone else’s expense. Remember that the Karmic code is evident in the world balance sheet.

I am mindful that Uranus is about to change signs. He has been stirring up Pisces for over seven years now. He is poised to enter Aries. This movement will be a challenge for Arians. Personally, I believe that Aries are adaptable and resilient. Usually, they are most likely to take risks and Uranus enters the zone of risky business.

The important aspect of this alignment is that this shift impacts on us all. Consider where Uranus resides in your chart and this will be the zone of concern. Don’t be alarmed however just be aware that life will take unexpected twists and turns in this region of your chart.

Of course, like all transits this movement will shift constantly asking us to pick up our Carnelian and take action for the positive outcome in our lives.

Love, Peace and Action,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

If I could turn back time – why?

Pluto started his retrograde motion yesterday. This means it is time to clear the deadwood from our lives. If you know where Pluto is holding court in your transit it will give you an idea of how this regression will impact on you.

For me, he is at the top of my chart in the ninth house of philosophy, higher learning and long distance travel. Therefore it is time to revisit that part of my life and shake the tree and see what falls out.

Saturn moves back into Virgo today. This is an opportunity for us to demonstrate lessons learned. It is also a time to revisit your Saturnian aspects e.g. commitment, responsibility and here’s that word again, ‘patience’. If there are a loose ends lingering in your life then Chronos will ask you to pick up your knitting needles and knit 1; purl 1 to tidy them up.

Talk about commitment and responsibility – it is a number six day and this energy feeds nicely into the Saturn focus. The time is ripe for digging into your chores or pick up that dreaded ‘to do’ list and begin ticking off your tasks.

I read in the news today that Dawn French’s marriage has broken down. This makes me sad. Dawn is a Libra and Saturn has just left her for a short break but has asked her to revisit some of the lessons of the past. This is a sad and painful phase and will send her lots of love and healing. I’ve been there and this phase seems pretty grim. There is a light and there is love with the support of family and friends. My wish is that Dawn heals and comes back even stronger.

The Moon is in Aquarius and it is a perfect day for friends, associations and social networking. The Sun is in Aries which represents the individual and Aquarius highlights the importance of humanity. So it is a good time to review your position in the global village.

Strength is raw courage and the ability to overcome your fears. This is the perfect card for Dawn as she moves into a new phase.

Hermit is cautious and yet very determined in his stride as he moves along the rocky path of life.

Death is the end. This reality brings tears and fears. It is the end of a phase and the acknowledgement that you can never go back.

The High Priestess is poised and dignified. She knows what it is like to grieve and leave behind the remnants of her soul.

In the darkness of regret and sadness you will be reborn. Shed the layers of irrelevant circumstances and step boldly into the world as an initiate.

Peace, Love and Healing,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

A tribute

I know that everything I desire is available to me, and more! All obstacles to my good are dissolved now. I say “yes!” to the universe, and open my mind, heart and arms wide to receive the full outpouring of its riches.

The Sun and Moon mirror my natal alignments today and tomorrow. As a matter of fact another intriguing aspect is that today is a number eight day – my favourite number. So what do you think? Could it be a great in the life of Julia? Will small children bow as I pass by or people throw roses on my path as I enter the building? I think not but it is fun to fantasise isn’t it?

Actually I wake every day with great enthusiasm. Each day begins with a resounding, “yes” I am happy to be alive and vibrant. It is usually the reality of the day or the investment of another person’s perspective that blemishes my spritely start to the day. I know this may sound a little arrogant in some respects however I am very content where I am in my life and its only when another person’s reality clashes with mine that I feel pangs of disillusionment.

Anyhow, today the Sun and Moon are shinning on me and I intend to secure the perimeter of my aura with a “no trespassers” electric fence. Yes, that should work – don’t you think?

Reality checks are the vibe of the day with Neptune moving forward after his recent retro phase. I propose that this is a good thing although I am a little partial of living on Fantasy Island myself. There is no struggle about reality for me, its just I choose to dance between both worlds. This works for me – especially in my working life.

You know when you are in meetings and your colleagues transition into animal entities. Or when you are in a car and you look beyond the mountain range and visualise other worlds. I must admit that my imagination is my closest and most trusted ally – it never lets me down and I can count on it to get me through the most barren landscapes.

Yesterday I finished a book called: John Lennon – The Life by Philip Norman. As I turned the last page the sky turned red raw crimson. The clouds were on fire – a furnace burns brightly above my head and I am in awe of the spectacle of nature. Inside my office I sat depleted and sad.

This huge book about the life John Lennon travails the life of an angry young man as he grappled with his creativity and tainted perspective on life to a mature and settled loving father and husband. I cried. I am sad with the ending – even though I already knew the ending – I still cry.

His story touches my life. It is not just his music as that was the backdrop of my years of growing up in Liverpool (his sister city); it is his struggle with his demons – his honesty about his insecurity his bravery with his vulnerability that I find so compelling. Why am I sharing this with you tonight?

I guess it reminds me that in this life we worry too much about the outcomes – or the reactions of others. We swaddle ourselves in fear worried if we are successful or if someone loves us or even likes us. As each day passes I come to realise that this is the manure of life. What does it matter if others do not like us or if they resent us for whatever reason? We are here – we have our special place in the world. So be it.

I’ve become hardened to the fact that I am not a statue or a refrigerator. I am a woman who is passionate, creative and filled with emotions. I cannot be like you or you or even him – I am Julia – complex and passionate living life with a strong code of ethics and a bond with impeccable values. I try to live my life as best I can – not deliberately hurting anyone but still resisting the urge to be the “chronic people pleaser” from my childhood and youth.

While reading this book I tried to myself into John’s world as I not only wanted to see lie from his perspective but gain empathy of his life’s journey and abrupt ending. And I did. While reading this 800 page biography I gained a lot of insight about the man I admired as a young girl. Sure I was mesmerised by this love songs but it was the man of peace whom I adored. Now it is John my Spirit guide who comes to me with esoteric messages of love and peace and a motivating energy to keep pursuing my goals and dreams.

If you ask me what I admire most about John Winston Lennon I would have to declare that it was his vulnerability and the courage to admit the frailties of being human. He gave us his all and we are still drinking from the fountain of his wisdom and strength. Peace and love, John – peace and love.

My intent is clear – my desires are fulfilled.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

The wishing moon

I allow the special relationship/partnership I am seeking to come into my life now. Today, I open my heart, mind and arms wide to receive this special being and experience more love I have ever known.

It is a number three day full of communication, short jaunts and intellectual pursuits. The Moon is in her most fertile phase and ready for planting the seeds/wishes for our future dreams. Now we can consciously ask for our desired outcomes and coat them with love and intention. Make a list for what we believe will enhance our lives and begin the process with an open heart and mind.

The Chariot is the first major arcana card this morning. The Cancerian ruled card is about choices – which direction will we take? The choice is ours to make – we have control of the reigns. The Lovers optimises the cosmic flow of the day with love and communication on the menu. The Emperor reminds us it is essential that we follow through on our wishes and not just sit there on our bums. He is a hard task master who suggests the planting of the wishes but demands action in the sowing phase. It is your star – reach for it now!

Today is a rest and rejuvenate day for me – a massage this morning and then a manicure and a pedicure at home – some astro-research and then some time with my Book of Shadows to plant this months New Moon wish list. What about you?

Remember: My intentions inspire me. When my intentions are while, I am inspired (in touch with spirit) and enthused (in touch with divine intelligence). I am successful.

Have a totally brilliant and successful day – you deserve it!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Nothing is beyond our reach

The life partner that is perfect for me is attracted to me now, as I am to him/her. We come together at the perfect time in the perfect way.

This morning I’ve woken from a deep sleep feeling sublimely joyous. I feel sated, nurtured and love beyond the realms of my imagination. While transiting the corridor between slumber and awake-ness I heard Angels singing in a church which took me to the height of my passions leaving me feeling vibrant and alive. I am blessed and I am profoundly grateful – for what? For everything!

Today the Sun and Neptune escort the mystical side of us into the weekend. WE are free to explore the spiritual side of ourselves and to allow the joyous moment of being human take us to new levels of awareness. Why is this alignment so special and brilliant? It is because we are able to tap into this energy without using any illicit substances. If we are open to the subtleties of Neptune then we are able to absorb this mystical Neptunian influence freely and more importantly without the downside of addiction.

So, why is this dunking of our spirit into the Neptunian well so important? It is because we mere mortals are subject to so many distractions here on earth. We toil away at our job’s diligently achieving our outcomes, focusing our energies on the goals of living a good life and so on. Is this agenda a bad thing? No, definitely not! As a matter of fact this tall order is part of our mission here in Earth School.

However, it is days like this that remind us of the true purpose of our soul evolution and give us the opportunity to explore the internal voice or journey to the rim our of existence. We can tap into the cosmic flow and channel the influences beyond the curtain of reality. Indulge your passions! Enjoy the journey! As William Blake reminds us, “those who restrain Desire, do so because there is weak enough to be restrained.”

The shimmering orb is my first card for today. The Moon is in her secret phase and is secluded ready to receive the wish list of our desires. Temperance seeks the philosophical mantra of peace and love; balance and prudence while striding the mountains toward enlightenment. The World is my oyster – but what if I don’t like oysters? Then the world is my cornucopia of all things delectable – fresh and vibrant!

It’s an 11/2 day which portends as a public/private affair. Sure a great day to undertake the Saturn-day obligations. Conversely, it is a day to socialise. The Sun and Moon are in Libra which is an invitation to seek the pleasurable side of life – what indulgences are on your menu? You are an expression of unconditional love – who is your mirror? How will you honour yourself and others today?

On days like these we are all capable of being; the poet, actor, romantic soul so don’t wallow in the misery of what is not but rather explore the possibilities of what is to be.

Tomorrow is the New Moon in Libra. I have suggested some Libra aspects to consider in Harlequin’s Haven this month. However there are many, many more facets to the Libran ardour. Libra is ruled by Venus the planet of beauty, love a wealth so consider these areas as the nucleolus as you explore around her centre. Take your own magical mystery tour – step right this way. Allow the Neptunian pan pipe wish you away into the beauty and truth of your existence everything else is non existent. Pipe your favourite music into your conscious mind all day and allow yourself to be free from the confines of the to do lists and disempowering language of the ‘woulds’ and ‘coulds’ – instead – just BE!

Remember stand strong in your personal power, with true power that comes from within, nothing is beyond your reach.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

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Dream a little dream

“I am an irresistible magnet attracting the finest relationships. All relationships serve my highest, best interests, as I serve them!”

It is a 10/1 day – endings and beginnings which means a perfect time to release what is no longer working for you and head down the path toward a new direction/relationship.

In our modern society relationships are understood as relationships with others however I am more inclined to suggest they encompass the relationships with us too. In that view, I believe that we need to have a healthy relationship with me before we can dream of having a good relationship with us.

In most cases this is true. However, many couples have survived and even thrived with rescuer relationships or even power and control relationships. Quite often (I’ve found) we attract what we need. Our souls are like mirrors reflecting the image of what we desire and thus attracting the perfect relationship. If that works for you then that is great. We have come to this planet to learn and experience human-ness. But don’t forget we have come to have fun also.

So, if your relationships are not fun then consider the energy of the New Moon on Sunday 18/10/09 at 4:33pm to nourish your dream for the perfect partner for you!

The Sun shines magic and beams of golden hue into my spread this morning. Hierophant offers a healing ointment for the scars upon my soul – rub it in and they will disappear then trot out from your cave, oh fearless one! The Devil warns against the bonds of oppression – release the shackles of power and control and set yourself free from obscurity. The Hermit offers caution and discernment – don’t deliberate for too long on your path – it may disappear before you know it. Our subconscious is the purest form of motivation as we uncover images of the future destinations. Our intent is the compass and connection to the truth.

Each day a myriad of messages bombard our direction while our conscious minds hold firm on the wheel. Love is our guiding light and peace the beacon flashing in the distance which summons our heart and soul back home – to us.

Have an exquisite day.

I have faith in my ability to manifest my desires – dream the dream of your desire.

Peace and Love,
Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 41 – II days to go – Leo Gold

“Love is all we have; the only way that each can help each other.” Euripides

The Moon moves into the creative, bold and golden sign of Leo today. Leo loves to perform and dance. Mars and Saturn offer a compatible embrace which is a nice start to the working week – don’t you think?

The detox is down to the final two days and I’ve been reflecting on the changes and benefits. I seem to be quite aware of the improvement to my skin, hair and colour of my eyes – but what else?

Death is the first card of the morning spread heralding the final chapter of my current phase. I would assume that this card is the acknowledgment of the end of the detox. Is it an ending? Or is it the beginning?

The number six day suggests a new order is on offer and a commitment to a healthier lifestyle. One thing I’ve learned about myself during these 41 days of the program is that I am not perfect and that I love food. I feel that my DNA is closely linked to a lineage of hedonists. I am a self-confessed food lover. Of course it is not to say that the quality and richness of food is not important. Taste is everything – well at least it is a close second to nutritious.

The next card is Justice – contracts, agreements and negotiation is on the agenda for the day. Well, I am starting in a new section this morning and this event has re-motivated my working life. I heading off in a new direction for a while and this should be a positive influence for my self-esteem. I’ve packed my boxes and now a new horizon beckons – hauntingly beautiful and highly seductive. Keep your fingers crossed.

The final card is the Chariot. This fast moving card pulls me in two directions however I am in control of the reins. I will keep you posted on that one.

Ciao for now – and have a great day!

Good luck is with me – good luck happens when an opportunity presents itself and I meet it with preparedness.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

14 Days to go – Day XXVIII – Under the Boardwalk

It is a number four day – a day to lay foundations for the future. It’s also day 28 of my detox and the first day of a new phase. I am ready to launch into the third and final phase (well its not really the final phase as I plan to do a brain detox too – you know cleanse the mighty organ and get the highways and back alleys connected – more on that later).

The Moon is her, “let’s love one another Aquarian phase but I am heading under the boardwalk (at least in my imagination). I am part of the room, my physical presence is there and I will smile appropriately when required respond accordingly and respectfully. While all of these pleasing non-verbals are going on I am huggin’ and kissin’ with my baby under the boardwalk. The reason being is that I am in a conference for two days and with the great trickster going forward (Mercury ends his retrograde phase) then it is wise to keep a low profile – perhaps you would like to join me at the beach?

The Star sprinkles her magic in the morning spread – she reminds me of the dream of health, wealth and happiness. The Hierophant – always the wise tutor suggests the bullet proof armour would be appropriate today. The Emperor roars from atop of Mount Olympus – don’t succumb live your truth don’t take it anymore. It’s all well and good for the King of Gods but I am a mere mortal here on Earth. Even so, this is my life and I choose to be happy, empowered and seriously out for fun (told you about the Gemini bits were out of control sometimes!).

The day has started extra early as I am heading into work to do some pre-work before the conference. I could not miss my early morning conversation with you so I set the alarm extra early. Our sacred conversations not only keep me sane they are entertaining too!

The clock demands an entry into the real world – so here we go, “under the board walk – everyone sing – join me on a blanket with your baby – I’ll see you there.

My visions create my world: I recognise my ability to transform the invisible into the visible: the unmanifest into the manifest. So Be It.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

16 days to go – Day XXVI – Sunshine and laughter

“The human race has one effective weapon and that is laughter.” Mark Twain

The Moon is in earth Capricorn which is grounding and offers a safe haven for my watery sun sign. Quite often I find comfort in my Capricorn North Node (or Dragon’s Head) as he reminds me of the importance of project planning my life. My natal north node lurks in the fifth house of creativity and fun – and for some time I considered – what fun is it to have stodgy Capricorn there? As I matured I began to realise the importance of a structured and organised work/life balance. More importantly I began to glean how a ritual such as writing each morning in my journal is an asset to my creative journey. I guess the pure escapism and innovations comes from the Moon and Jupiter in Gemini in the 9th.

Yesterday I grabbed my copy of Wellbeing Astrology 2010 (now in circulation) and have been digesting each morsel over the weekend (of course it is the only thing I can eat! – metaphorically speaking). I was reading my Sun sign prediction by Kelly Surtess (well done Kelly – a great read) and felt very blessed. It’s not as though my predictions are better or worse than anyone else’s its just that the Sun was beaming into my lounge room while gulping down the potential for next year.

It’s day 26 and I feel a sense of comfort in the detox. I am researching the next phase and am about to embark upon the third and final stage, with more supplements and brews to integrate. One scoop of this and two capsules of that over 42 days supported by a healthy diet and voila – easy as that – a healthy body! I wish it was as easy as that – although if it was easy then it wouldn’t be life changing or a healthy improvement to a pretty amazing life.

This weekend I’ve decided to reorganise my wardrobe and work on some more recycling of clothes. I have a couple of NoniB lay-bys and they are getting close to finalisation so I thought I would review the status of my wardrobe and move the winter garments back and bring the spring/summer ones to the front. Sometimes when I do this I find outfits I’ve not worn for ages and it is just like wearing a whole new ensemble – very exciting.

The Sun has sprawled across the Gundaroo escarpment. Rain has nurtured the winter scorched hills and valleys. This watery sacrament has been revered by most Canberra’s inhabitants over the past couple of days but now as I start my day the golden rays offer reassurance and a source of golden enjoyment.

The star stands proudly in her glory and innocence. She is a beacon of inspiration. The Magician offers the tools necessary to carve out a fulfilling destiny: wands for creativity and contentment; cups for emotional fulfilment, sensitivity and intuition; pentacles a source of financial support and swords to cut away the crap and see the picture without fear or favour.

The Devil stalks my morning spread with his feted breath and austere demeanour. He reminds me of the oppressive-ness of our fear – how we are thwarted in our stride while moving out of our comfort zone. What if I take that job? What will it be like? Will I like it? Or is it a step backward? Or what if I throw out that dress and cannot afford a new one? Our minds are constantly bombarded with the fears of tomorrow instead of the opulence of today.

The Hierophant is a comforting soul. His astuteness borne out of pain offers respite should we burn our fingers from the hungry flames of change? Consolation arrives in the gift box called wisdom.

It’s a number two day of cooperation and duality – the balance of work, rest and play. Of course there is one more ingredient in that life-sustaining brew – and that my friend is laughter. Seek the perpetual hot pot but don’t forget to sprinkle in sunshine and laughter. Here’s to a good belly laugh – ho ho ho!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

17 Days to go – Day XXV – Slow down!

“There is more to life than increasing its speed.” Mahatma Gandhi

It is Saturn-Day (Saturday) time to enjoy the pleasures of my hard work. It’s time to slow down and nurture our minds, bodies and fill our souls with the passion of creativity, lust and wonder.

It’s a 10/1 day – endings and beginnings – it’s time to shed the obligations and responsibilities of the current cycle and embrace the possibilities of a new phase.

The Moon taps into our creative pool – dreams, visions and prompts from beyond the curtain of reality.

Justice conquers all fears of incompetence and insignificance – forge ahead in the direction of your dreams.

Hermes, the Magician is adept at playing the game – duality of personae and purpose – shape shifter extraordinaire – there are no limitations in a creative soul.

The Sun shines brightly into our damaged hearts – truth, love and beauty are the battle plans to win the war against fear and oppression. Don’t let them take your self esteem – it’s yours – it’s sacred the perfect vessel to launch your exit strategy – honour it – put it up on your pedestal – keep it in a locked box and never give the key to anyone!

Last night driving home from work I confessed to my gal pal that a six week detox is far too long. I was feeling the drudgery of being mindful of what I can or can’t eat or drink – I felt that time was my enemy. She reminded me in her usual Leo optimistic retort, “You are nearly there – keep it up!” I shrugged and said, sure, why not? I felt unmotivated but reminded of my commitment.

This morning I realised how “time” is such a force in our lives. I immediately began humming, “Time is on your side” by the Rolling Stones. Is time on our side? Do we have to waste in a job that does not fit? Are we continually pressured by the time-lines and delivery outcomes? What happens if there is too much time? Do we fill the void with nonsense? So how should we act when there is a glut of time? Do we honour each millisecond and drink it in slowly, deliberately and respectfully?

This is your time – celebrate every minute – have the time of your life!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Picture from : http://www.librarising.com/astrology/celebs/mahatmagandhi.html

19 Days to go – Day XXIII – Beauty is truth

The Moon is in Sagittarius and the Sun is in Libra on this number eight day of balance and harmony. There are some heavy duty aspects taking place in the skies such as: Mercury opposition to Saturn and Sun square Pluto.

So what does this all mean? Essentially, it means – be on guard! This is not a dire warning but a gentle reminder that these alignments can cause friction, arguments and ego based conflicts. So ground yourself and wear the armour of protection.

One of the most important reasons I admire Pluto is that he “uncovers the truth” (eventually). As a Scorpion woman in middle youth I’ve come to learn (the hard way) that you cannot hide the truth from the Lord of the Underworld. He deconstructs our layers of false-ness that ultimately reveal the truth. In essence, he takes us down to the dark place within ourselves and then offers us a flash light and a bottle of water and tells us to find our way out.

The Grand Master

So why do I continue to praise my Royal consort? He has been such a powerful teacher and he does not tolerate denial. If you embrace the power of Pluto you can be sure to delve deep into the realm of possibilities. He sits silently in the wings while you allow your life to pass by and then asks the question: “so what have you been doing all of your life? Are you living your truth? Or are you hiding behind your habits and addictions? Are you doing the best you can or are you skimming the surface? Dig deep and you’ll find the truth.” And that is what I do!

Eventually, I’ve found the courage to excavate the superfluous to uncover the truth. John Keats reminds us, “Beauty is truth, truth is beauty – that is all ye know on Earth and all you need to know.”

In search of the truth

It is day 23 of the six week journey to find the truth. I’ve passed the half-way mark this week and feeling good about my efforts. I’ve overcome many temptations and held on to my mantra for a healthy lifestyle. I feel good and proud.

The world offers completion and richness to my spread. The Star is beautiful – a picture of innocence – Aphrodite in all her glory. The Moon glimmers with beams of creativity and optimism in her Sagittarian phase. Peeling back the layers of my vulnerability have uncovered the truth – life is beautiful – enjoy your day!

Peace and Love,
Julia Ashton-Sayers

20 Days to go – Day 22 – You’ve gotta have Friends!

Last night as I sat scratching my head as to why my 11th house has been so challenging recently I realised that Saturn has been visiting. Saturn, or Chronos is a great teacher of patience, responsibility and slow and steady accomplishes all things worth while. He has been in my 11th house of friends and associations for nearly 2 years and now it is time for him to move on. The good part about the Saturn visit is that he always leaves a gift by the door.

Saturn’s visit to my 11th house has raised the importance of friendships. I have tested many friends over the past couple of years and have felt Father Time guiding me with his influential whisper in my ear as to is capable of standing the test of time in my circle of friends. Robert Louis Stevenson suggests, “A friend is a gift you give yourself.” And I am inclined to agree with him whole heartedly.

My friends are such a blessed gift to me – they are wise, funny and certainly enduring. The friends who’ve remained within the inner sanctum have remained steadfast. Throughout my metamorphosis and have applauded the changes and nursed the battle scars with their words of encouragement while creating a healing ointment for the scars upon my soul. I have deduced that family are the words from my heart and my friends are the music of my soul.

Today is a number seven day of inner reflection. I enjoy the number seven days as it encourages me to contemplate on some strategic planning. Quite often when challenging situations occur I prefer the quiet retreat, smile sweetly and back away from the obstacle. It is days like this I prefer to ponder the appropriate solutions rather than react.

The Hanged Man agrees – don’t react (even though Mars is encouraging me in my 10th house of career and public recognition). Become the warrior and retreat under a sycamore tree and lie in wait and draw up battle plans (Mars always likes warring).

The Star inspires hope and understanding – patience and prudence. She acknowledges the battle scars but prefers ingenuity rather than conflict. The Magician motivates me to utilise all of the tricks of the trade (Mercury – his ruler is retrograde at the moment so don’t say or do anything you may regret later). Listen to the voice of reason and be patient. In the meantime bask in the glory of friendship and love!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

24 Days to go – Day XIX – New Moon in Virgo

Loreena McKennitt lulls me into a Celtic bliss. Her melodic seductive tones are engaging as she sings The Mummer’s Dance (Book of Secrets). Her sons transport me into a lush grove and circles of magic and repose. I am uplifted and connected to the sounds of the forest in the early morning light.

Actually, I have returned to my childhood residence (my mother’s house) for the weekend. I am here to reconnect with family. Last night I slept (soundly) in my old bedroom. Familiar visitors come to me during the night to heal the scars of sadness and disappointment. The crash and bang of the Universe has played out in my life and now it is time to surrender and gather my strength ready to move on.

I am reminded, as above – so below! I’m not denying that the treble eclipse season and the crash of the heavy weights (Saturn-v- Uranus) has not left me a little bewildered and somewhat punch drunk. However, as the New Moon peeped through the crack of my discontent I felt a rush of hope. The dark phase has given me a clean slate to write the next act of my script. This morning the seeds of optimism, health, well-being, love and joy are planted in the richness of this fertile meadow.

Throughout my life I’ve been a ware of the cycles of the Moon. From the intensity of the full moon to the opulence of the new moon I’ve honoured and integrated changes within me. The individual cycles have created seasonal shifts with planting, sowing and reaping. These phases have influenced my thoughts, emotions and ultimately my world.

This New Moon is a season for me to gather my individual skills and abilities and to forge ahead into a new territory. Saturn is supportive this shift – Chronos loves the project plan. Goals and outcomes have been considered and I am off to satisfy my hearts desire.

It’s day XIX of my detox and I’ve stared the day with a cup of warm water. The cleansing of my system is integrity to the purity of my mind. Negative thoughts and rancid conversations are rinsed from my aura and I am open to receive the positive and fresh experiences coming my way.

Hermes offers all of the tools necessary to carry out a magical future. Prometheus suggests going with the flow; whereas the Moon in all her splendour shines brightly in my spread offering messages of creativity, loyalty and peace.

The morning song of Ms McKennitt pacifies me and I am in a trans-like state. The journey of reflection is a powerful elixir for my soul. Decisions are made; plans are in place for the next episode of my alchemy.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

30 Days to go – day XIII - tilting at windmills

Our body is the windmill and love is the water.

The Moon returns to her natal house of Cancer. She pulls up a recliner, clicks on the TV with her remote and picks up one of her “girlie mags”. Scattered around her are delectable treats, sugary liaisons and emotion swilling ambrosia. She is back home and its time to her lun-li-ness. From this lofty vantage this cosy feeling is ushered toward all of us mere mortals.

Who is that dark figure lurking out there on horizon? Is a planet? Is a star? It’s a planetoid… Oh! No! Pluto has come to visit. He is sending her (the Moon) deep primal messages encouraging her to change her indulgent ways.

“Don’t take away my treaties!” she begs. “No I can’t live possibly eat carrot sticks and ready health magazines! It’s my 2.5 days of the month and all I want to do is relax – please don’t disturb this special time. It is a time to indulge myself with what I love to do.

He does not speak. He won’t engage. He doesn’t need to! His gaze is hypnotic and penetrating. He is Pluto – Lord of the Underworld. There is no more to be said, now is there?

Pluto is turning to direct motion after being retrograde since April. This forward motion is significant especially for Cancerians and Capricorns. However, we can all feel his presence lurking somewhere in the unconscious motivations of our emotional realm. He is encouraging us to drop the toxic baggage at the nearest station and purchase a ticket to ride to a new location.

Its day 13 of my detoxification. The impetus for this commitment was primarily to cleanse the toxins out of my body and regain healthy high functions organs. The ancillary benefit has been the relinquishing of negative thoughts, emotions and behaviours. I’m not done yet – obviously – still a little self-imposed roasting over a low flame.

My pilot light is my co-ruler, Pluto. He appears as the lighthouse to my fears. His light shines brightly over the rocky outcrop of my emotions. He is unrelenting in the pursuit of my evolution. And he is unyielding as my coach. His presence demands I relinquish the unwanted flotsam and jetsam from my life.

His demanding baritone voice bellowing, “Why do you want to carry that crap around with you? Why do you choose to be miserable on such a wonderful day? And you know you can’t change another person’s behaviour – it is you who must conform to fit the mould – at least for now!”

His taunts are deafening. Since I’ve never been one to get the message on the first instigation my lessons have been painful. In the past I have chosen to rebel and staunch in my resolve not to follow the path of least resistance instead carving out a painful road filled with potholes and broken limbs. No, Pluto’s ingénue had to do it the hard way – until now!

In this phase of my life I’ve mellowed, conformed and have learned to smile on cue. The crumpled face smoothed and crossed arms unfolded. Now I prefer a more elegant and demure demeanour and allowing the flow of energy to transit my body with ease.

The chariot offers a different route and I am up for the ride. Hop on board if you are tired or distressed and skip along the yellow brick road – where are those ruby red shoes?

The wheel of fortune spins in with the great benefactor’s blessing. The fool races out of the cave and suggest we travel lightly.

The Empress, Gaia, Earth mother, elite coaxes us into a new phase of self-love and soul nourishment.

It’s Sunday and the Sun is beaming through my window. It is time to rise and celebrate the ay – another opportunity to be a winner in your own race. So Be It!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

31 days to go – day XII - Untying the knots

“Seek the wisdom that will untie your knot, see the path that demands your whole being.” Rumi

The Lunar Moon sits silently in her 9th house. She pulls up a cushion and in a composed demeanour folds one leg under another and contemplates her naval. Rumi’s quote (above) begs the question; must we always seek the path that demands our whole being?

As part of the Pluto in Leo generation I’ve often felt the devotion to transformation. In some respects I’ve felt that I am unconsciously drawn into situations where the secret mission is to create change (Pluto in Leo in the 12th house). In most respects it is not about transformation for others instead the metamorphosis within vibrates out into my environment.

Over my life I’ve undertaken significant changes – to my appearance, attitude, friends, jobs, and living arrangements. The driving force of my question is two fold: curiosity and the desire for challenge. Outcomes dictate that I am in a loop of constant evolution. This is fine of course until I push the boundaries of my relationships. I live or work with – family doesn’t count as they are stuck with me – sorry L

This life of mind is always in a state of flux. Why? Because I am in it! Yes, I drive the agenda (most times) – living a multi-faceted existence – the reality or normalcy drops in and the expectations are set – the mild-mannered business suit is peeled away and the outer layers reflect the inner gypsy. I suppose that this is “normal” for most people – maybe?

I once read about a postman in England who lived a double life. A diligent public servant by day and then at night he was a prolific writer. Can you glean how he lived this life of duplicity? One moment he is delivering letters through an inanimate object and the next he is the hero in a duel with the latest villain – how ripe is that? I suppose we all have the Superman complex going on?

The Chariot collects my dreams and hurtles them down the road in two directions.

Hermit warns, watch your step Girlie – it is a rocky world out there!

The Moon tickles my fancy – facilitating creative pursuits – pick up your pen and open your heart. A journey revealed is a healing wand. Don’t be afraid to be vulnerable. It’s easy to be human J

The Lovers demands respect and communication, equality and integrity in love; a delicate balance of loving yourself and significant others

It’s day 12 of my detox and I am preparing for the next phase: renew – this phase is about repair and renew my digestive lining and replace bad bacteria with beneficial ones called probiotics. These good bacteria have a number of healthy actions, including controlling the growth of bad bacteria, reducing inflammation and helping me absorb nutrients effectively. Once established a small army inside my body will protect my digesting and seek to remove invading organisms – lovely!

In honour of Stage: 1 remove – and having a body scrub and vischy shower and then off to my favourite hairdresser (in the whole wide world). She is a gorgeous creative Leo woman whom I wish I could pick up after each session and take home with me. She is honest and decisive. When I sit in her chair and suggest a radical change she gently guides me back to a hair do I can live with. As I leave the salon I consider – it wasn’t what I asked for but it works. Pure magic!

The dye is cast for my day; ritualistic expectations and interludes of pampering – perfect balance. It’s the weekend and a time to relax, indulge – create the world you want in the time you’ve got – enjoy and don’t waste a minute. For we all know that the business suits present themselves far too quickly!

Peace and love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

34 Days to go – Possibilities

Over the past few days I’ve seen lots of numbers presenting in triple e.g. 111; 222; 333; 555. Today we have a calendar date of 999. Usually the triple or quad presentations are indicators of Angelic communication. I’m not certain what the 999 represents – perhaps I will tell you tomorrow. Ironically, it is day 9 of my detox – how wonderfully spooky!

Number 9 usually suggests empowerment and resolution. However, today’s date is: 9th, 9th month and year 2009 (11/2) = 2 the day calculates as a number two day; the number two is about partnerships and agreements perhaps (even stretching the possibilities here) a day of cooperation and collaboration – how nice?

I feel the blessing of Venus invigorating me with her glittering presence in my spread. She shines like a star dancing in the scattered rainbows across my room. I feel light, bright and breezy. Apollo the Sun God plays his golden harp as the lovers embrace – life is good do not waste a moment.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

35 Days to go – contentment and peace – Buddha

The intensity of the Aries moon has passed and now the moon has settled into the Venus-ruled Taurean phase. Taurean’s are practical and very sensual people they love good food, pampering – the banquet of life really.

It is a 10/1 day – a day of endings and beginnings. I feel this energy fill my life with the end of the harsh reality of the detox. There have been times over the past week when I’ve really struggled with withdrawal from coffee and giving up some other delectable pleasures – not to mention the headaches – but I have pursued and now I feel good.

Temperance offers an omniscient perspective guiding me above the sea of adversity. She is a beacon of hope. Her poise and elegance is compelling – encouraging me to leave the chaos of my emotions and float with her on an air of tranquillity.

The Moon facilitates creativity. She is representative of the arts. Her presence in my life is the orb of inspiration – encouraging me to honour my creative journey.

The World is my oyster. Venus, Goddess of love, beauty and wealth surrounds me in an abundant garland of riches. My mantra is: I am healthy, wealthy and wise. Her vulnerability captures my imagination and takes me to far away destinations.

The Sun is peeping through my window. The grey, volatiles skies of yesterday have exploded volumes of water and now that the storms have passed we a greeted with clarity. The sky is crystal clear and the view is pristine and fresh. My outer world reflects this current phase of my inner kingdom. The rough and tumble clashes of the internal torment have eased and now I can take a long, deep, cleansing breathe. I feel blessed in many ways and now it is time to rest.

Buddha once said:

Health is the greatest gift,
Contentment the greatest wealth,
Faithfulness the best relationship

These words spoken so long ago are the mantra for my day. I am at peace – I am enjoying the moment. This is the instant of realisation that I am the creator of my world and I am satisfied with my creation.

Peace and Love,
Julia Ashton-Sayers

36 Days to go – a long road to hoe

The gentle pitter patter on my window is delightful. This liquid gold is the perfect remedy for the dry and dusty drought ridden alpine region.

It’s a number nice day – a day of empowerment and resolution. Mercury goes retrograde today so it is a time to rethink propositions and carefully consider decisions before acting upon them. It’s funny but I don’t fear this phase instead I respect the backward movement of this tiny planet and capitalise on this time as a reflective period. With my Moon and Jupiter in Gemini in the ninth house I consider the retro-phase as a planning time rather than racing ahead making choices I may one day regret.

It is day VII of the detox and I feel fine – a little like the Beatles song, “baby’s in love with me and I feel fine.” My body is in acceptance mode, there doesn’t seem to be any real nagging complaints. The turmoil of the headache from hell has passed and I have a few strands of cotton-wool floating around in my skull. The benefit right now is the clarity of mind and the energy to get things done.

Yesterday for example I swear I piled three days of tasks into one small day – then went to bed early to linger in the quietness of my room. It was lovely to meditate and focus on my breath, see goals that I am working toward and envisage myself in my new wardrobe of clothes and how I will look.

Prometheus suggests going with the flow. The Universe is supporting this phase of elimination. The Devil stomps in and reminds me of my commitment to re-evaluate my choices – relinquish the bonds of fear and I will be set free. Hermes, my ally facilitates the awareness of my innate abilities and how they will carry me toward my destiny. I have all of the tools necessary to carve out a magical future.

The 42 day quest for detoxification and rejuvenation of my mind, body and spirit is underway. I have stepped over some road bumps and excavated a couple of pot holes but I am confident that I posses essential criteria for navigation and ultimately success. It’s a long road to hoe – but I’ve got the implements to go, go, go!

Peace and Love,

Julia