Money

“Capture the spirit of abundance. Feel the joy and elation of plenty. Hold this feeling around you. This is the force field that attracts prosperity to you.”
L Gordon

The blistering Aries Moon is prompting the sanguine Scorpion Sun to get up; get up; get out of bed and rock. Scorpio loves to pursue its goals but in its own time whereas Aries is more let’s hurry up and went. It’s time for “authentic discussions” with Mars in Leo and Mercury in Scorpio. It seems that fire and water are top of the pops today. I suppose speaking with integrity is fine but can we have a little diplomacy on the side.

Our affirmations have led us into the realm of money and prosperity. Some people profess that money is energy. I agree to some extent however I also believe that you have to feel rich to be rich. Furthermore, I attest that being rich/wealthy is a state of mind. In that view, our current bank balance is an illusion and if we feel wealthy we will surely manifest the millions.

I had this discussion with my husband on Friday night. We had endured a week of financial frights and disappointments with confronting taxation rules and over zealous insurance companies who had not heard our instructions and went off in a direction we had no intention of pursuing. I was aghast with the knowledge that the Universe could serve up so many financial hurdles – I was affronted.

At the end of the week I felt drawn out and let down. As I lay on our bed debriefing from the week I remarked quite out of the blue that we are lucky – actually we are massively fortunate. With this realisation an immediate shift began to take place. I felt that I was pulsed by instantaneous zeal and a readiness to reconsider our financial present. Sure it is a gift – what we have and who we are – the power of manifestation began to surge. Immediately my energy shifted and I was enthused and ready to pay bills and plan the weekend shopping list.

Essentially, “lack” brings me down – I can’t tolerate it – sure I go there like any human who feels the slap of recent financial laws that are out of my control. I go into the pond of insecurity and paddle around for a while but I can’t dwell there for too long. Its like I have to feel it, see it – taste it but I don’t have to eat it and neither should you. Life is a banquet – you don’t have to eat vegetables all the time – you can move on to the dessert trolley from time to time – now where was that vanilla slice?

I recognise that Spirit is the source of infinite abundance. I overcome lack and get in touch with the source of infinite abundance, of unbounded affluence.

Money; money; money in our rich person’s world! So be it!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Boo

My body now adjusts to the perfect weight, shape and size for me! I praise the infinite intelligence contained in every cell of my body that knows exactly what to do. I let go every thought, attitude and desire that could limit my ability to achieve the perfect results. I accept my perfect body weight and shape now!

The Sun is in Scorpio – deep passionate psychologist of the zodiac and the Moon moves over into Aries today. According to Celtic mythology the curtain between our world and the Spirit world is at its most flimsy at this time. So, what does that mean? It means that we have the opportunity to feel, see, hear or communicate with our spirit guides and angelic guardians. Of course, different cultures celebrate or connect to this auspicious time in a myriad of ways. For me, it is a time to acknowledge and give thanks for ‘their’ loving guidance and continued support. I know I couldn’t live my life so successfully, confidently or aware if I was not connected to their influence. It is up to you how you choose to acknowledge or celebrate the day – enjoy the energy is the most appropriate – the rest is up to you 

It’s a number seven day – inner journeys and a time of reflection. The Chariot takes me down a new path – I am at a crossroad which way will I go? It’s a time of chokes – decisions and making my own way. The Magician commands the energy flow in the direction of my dreams. The Sun shines brightly on a new terrain – offering golden opportunities and fresh perspectives – turn you head on the side and look at the world from an alternative reality – remove the mask of disillusionment and smile wide! Temperance is the shadow in the distance – leading me out of the valley of the shadow of death. Transformative energies encompass me and transport me into a new state of being. It’s time to leave the remanets of the skin from the past behind. The bugs are wiped from the windscreen – clarity of vision is a pristine guiding light.

Who is that woman smiling back at me? She is the best of me. She has emerged from the chrysalis. Now her wings have unfolded and her colours – sublime. I prepare for flight – but I am a little nervous – what if I fall or what if the wings are only decoration – the symbolism of my journey and nothing more? Standing on the edge of reality a tiny puff of wind catches my delicate wings and I am airborne. Destination unknown.

It’s the first day of the weekend. The agenda is flexible - am free to choose the direction of my day. I launch myself into a quarry of possibilities – ready for fun, laughter, celebration and reflection; taking deliberate steps toward the future is a certainty.

Communication creation – what is on your menu for such a glorious day?

Happy Halloween.

Meditation can help me create success. Meditation allows me to go beyond the mind and get in touch with Sprit. I get to know the “unified field” intimately, where true success in all fields of endeavour is possible – instantly. So Be It!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

A date with a crone

I let go of all thoughts of worry and concern. I let go of all anger, at myself and others. Nothing matters except the vibrant health of every atom of my being. I am free to love fully – life, myself and others.

It is a number six day – a day of commitment and responsibility. Already I’ve started the day with lists, charts and notes. I’ve also begun an honest account of my weight progress – recording dates/weights and making a column for comments on my progress.

I’ve had a great birthday week. It’s been so nourishing and loving. People have been so wonderful and generous – especially my family and close friends. I feel so blessed and extremely grateful.

The disciplined eating plan I’ve been accustomed to have faded somewhat in the birthday razzle dazzle. Now it is time to recommit to the contract I’ve had with myself for some months.

Ironically, since my diet has been all over the place so had my decision-making, my thoughts and my energy as I’ve not slept as soundly and I’ve felt scattered. The excitement of the week has given me a frantic and destabilised approach to my food choices. While this has been fun – it’s not good for my well being – obviously.

The wheel of fortune spreads joy and abundance. I am wealthy, healthy and wise. Judgement heralds the spiritual sonata – enough is enough – take the hand of the wise crone and listen to her guidance. Temperance is my birthright – the poise and elegance of wisdom borne out of emotional storms. It’s a new day a new way – handle me with care.

Saturn moved into Libra yesterday and I guess it is time for all of us to wise – up regarding relationships – with self and others. From this stable nucleolus, we can vibrate the wisdom out into the world – offering serenity and joy to the world.

Today and always I am grateful for all that I have in life- I am instantly abundant when I show thanks for what I have! In that case, I must be the most fortunate woman on the planet – what about you?

Enjoy your date with the crone – she won’t bite – honestly!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Kaleidoscope of life

I now relax and breathe golden sunlight into my lungs and body. I see/feel this golden liquid light saturating my entire nervous system. This powerful healing action brings overwhelming peace and relaxation to my whole being.

It is a number five day – a day of changes. I feel this static and vibrant energy swirl around me filling my senses with possibilities. In evoke change into my life – the power of this energy is sourcing the abundant pulse between Venus and Jupiter – it is making its way to Mars who takes aim at the Sun waking him up – reminding him that the day can’t really begin without him. The Moon and Sun compliment one another in a watery embrace. This dreamy ambience soothes the intensity of Mars in Leo and Mercury in Scorpio.

The world is on offer for a mere mortal like me. The Star shines brightly in my corner of the universe. The fool is up for a new phase – fresh faced and full of optimism.

Life is to be lived – not feared. Why do we take so long to make a move when we know that we are divinely guided and protected? Life becomes a challenge because of our perspective – turn it upside down and hold it to the light – the tiny shapes will emerge into a new and inspirational pattern. And so the kaleidoscope of life.

Our money supports the web of life – when I use my money to nourish the web of life, I create true happiness and fulfilment. I am successful. Oh! It must be time to go shopping!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Hurt or heal – your choice!

Every decision I have ever made that has contributed to the imperfection in my health is now released. Today, I choose vibrant health, joy and peace in every area of my life. I am not afraid to let go of what no longer serves my greatest good.

Mercury (communications) moves into Scorpio (detective) today. This is my natal placement and I feel very comfortable with this alignment. Why, you might ask? Well, even though Mercury is not that comfy in Scorpio I prefer the direct approach at times. I also like Mercury back home on the “natal range” as I am not one for verbal outpourings of my own importance.

You might say, well, why do you blog or write your Ezine and journals etc. My response would be, these written contributions are a cathartic expression as well as they caress my Moon and Jupiter in Gemini in the ninth house.

The downside of Mercury in Scorpio (there is always a positive and negative side to all planetary alignments) is that I can be rather blunt at times. I am considered in my choice of words and responses but there are times when the tail (Scorpion stinger) has been known to strike.

Even as a child I’ve had a reputation of landing a fatal blow with my words, thoughts and Scorponic non-verbals. Of course these brutal assaults are tempered with Venus in Libra who sits on my ascendant. Oups sorry, did I just slice through your ego and stab you in the heart – but I was just being honest. That being said, I’ve never knowingly set out to hurt someone- or even attacked them without reasonable provocation. And I guess that is the thing with Scorps – they are a water sign and it does take them a long time to bubble and get steamed up.

As I’ve matured I’ve realised the impact of words and how they can hurt. I’ve encountered people who have (without provocation) inflicted brutal blows on my self esteem. These beasts have been disguised in trappings of elegant attire however their intent was putrid. They have delivered their fatal blows while pillaging the remnants of my self-esteem and then rode off into the sunset while I’ve lain annihilated on the floor.

For the most part I don’t take kindly to this snatch and grab assault. And one other trait Mercury in Scorpio is renowned for is patience. Yes, I am patient, determined and resolute. After picking myself up and dusting myself off, counselling myself I wait for the most perfect moment to respond. In the meantime life idles past and I get on with the credo to heal thyself.

These encounters have left scars upon my soul. I refrain from judging others on a moral basis however. I am aware that moral self-righteousness stands in the way of creating a life of success.

Hurt or heal – every time we open our mouths we have that choice – what will be yours, today?

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

In the name, love, wisdom and power of Universal Perfection I fill every cell, nerve, muscle, organ, tissue, bone, bloodstream and flesh with pure light!

Thank you, friends and family for making my birthday a wonderful and musical extravaganza. And a special thanks to Sir Paul (downloaded his song, Birthday – just for fun). It is moments like these in our history that bring us the greatest joy – I appreciate you time, energy and kind words – you’ve made my special time complete!

The raging sunrise captures the dark foreboding skies as I pull back the blinds. Rain has come to the Territory in intermittent down pours. Our gardens and the dry landscapes are flooded with sustenance – liquid gold from the heavens. The cleansing of the atmosphere is an added benefit.

The Moon is in Aquarius and she is snuggled up with Jupiter today. She is in her – let’s love one another phase. Can you imagine what it would be like if we did love one another? If we loved each and every person on the planet – if we could flood the atmosphere with love – we would have a planet of hope instead of…

This “love me do fest” is taking place in my second house of money and resources. In that case, I feel that this is my philanthropic gift to the world. This is the legacy that I’ll choose to donate – loads and loads of love, love, love – all you need is love. So Be It!

Strength comes in avalanches of courage to tame the savage beast (equates to fear) instead trust your animal instincts and overcome the inertia.

Temperance acknowledges our inner philosopher – seeking the truth and being aware of the pebble in the shoe.

The Fool is filled with passion and devotion – ready for the new adventure filled with drive and determination.

It is a number three day – a day of communication and short journeys – it is a work day but we can still make inroads into our dreams, can’t we? Our desired destination is programmed into the navigator – nasally voices telling us where to go.

Be alert, no alarmed – pay attention to the road blacks and round- a- bouts – watch out for the events out of the ordinary that could sway your progress. Life is littered with clues that guide us. When we pay attention to, “out of ordinary” events we open up to life’s magic. So be it.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Happy birthday to Hillary and me!

“Every substance that has ever disturbed the cells of my mind and body is today released and consumed. I am not free from disharmony forever.”

Do you know what I’d like for my birthday today? I would love to get a singing phone call from the Beatles. Yes, and of course the song I would love to hear is, you guessed it, Birthday! What do you think my chances are, perhaps next year? I guess it is almost impossible for all the Beatles to sing for me – but improbable. I know I am being silly, however it is my birthday and the day for ask for miracles and the moon and the stars - whatever I want!

Today I share my birthday with Hillary Clinton. I wonder if I should give her a call. What a great idea? The first person to sing happy birthday before dawn! Do you think she would be impressed – naa me neither! Anyway, I hope it is a great day for the Secretary of State. Check out her Goddess report at: http://www.jestacom.biz/ezines/downloads/GODDESS%20Report%20Sample%20-%20Hillary%20Clinton.pdf

I know you are probably thinking that this is childish all of this birthday chatter but the way I look at it is – this is my special day of the year and I will celebrate it how I choose. Well, since I’m off to work this morning its not exactly how I choose but at least I have a job and one that supports the lavish existence I’ve created.

Yesterday I celebrated my pre-birthday with Frederick McCubbin. Roger and I went to the National Gallery had a coffee in the Member’s Lounge (if you please), and the strolled around the exhibition. We were amazed at how prolific this Australian artist was. His use of colour brought his paintings to light – so much so you could even smell the eucalypts in the Australian bush. The movement of the sky and ocean glistened with magic. We were in awe of his talent.

After a snake we wanted around the sculpture garden. The garden portrayed innovative displays and statues. There were many astonishing ensembles to see and the stroll around the lake was mystical.

We left the Gallery and went to the Hyatt for high tea (see told you I was spoilt). We met friends there and celebrated my birthday with an indulgent and hedonistic foray into sumptuous savouries, champagne and followed closely by delectable desserts. And before you ask, yes I broke my diet – but isn’t that what birthdays are for? I’m not sure how long the celebration will last but I am going with it for now!

Judgement is the first card for my birthday spread this morning. This Saturn-ruled card heralds a phase of relinquishing the layers that block my progress. So be it!

Justice is dominant as the centre card. The aloof glare of Athena beckons me to her throne reminding me of the promises I made to myself some years ago.

Temperance is my shinning star. She floats above the sea of discontent holding two cups in her hands balancing the liquid from one cup to the other. All things in perfect harmony Child, she whispers. It’s a new day, a new solar year and a new era – look to the future and forget about the past. Your internal light will guide you from today.

It’s an 11/2 day – ironically it is an 11/2 year for me. I’m down to the final two months of this lunar ruled year and next year is a number three – Jupiter ruled year. The great benefactor’s entrance into my year augurs growth, expansion and good fortune. For now however, I am focused in the moment savouring every second of my birthday – “they say it’s your birthday – you’re gonna have a good time!”

My gift to myself is to break free from present karmic conditioning. To be successful in my chosen career or work endeavour, I must release any present karmic conditioning that declares, “I can’t do this.” I can!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashtin-Sayers

Shedding

I now dissolve the cause of illness of all illness in my mind and body. All obstruction to the natural flow of perfect health is now consumed. From this moment on I am free to enjoy vibrant health! So Be It!

The moon is in Capricorn and the Sun in Scorpio today promises to be another intense and passionate day. It’s a 10/1 day – endings and beginning so it is time to end the old order and herald a fresh approach – shed the skins of the past and step into a new phase.

The Death card supports this suggestion and the Fool heralds a new commitment. Centre stage sits Athena weighing up the commitment and tipping the scales toward a rite a passage.

I figure it is easy to proclaim that you are going on a diet when you have a belly full of food. And it’s easy to commit to a healing journey when you’ve been pampered and indulged in a spoiling sojourn. That being said, I am still inclined to commit to an end of self abuse (eating the wrong foods and digesting toxic thoughts and beliefs – essentially dishonouring my temple and its foundations). Instead my new mantra will be of a kind, loving and respectful agreement.

Over the past few days I’ve considered the vista of my life thus far, specifically focusing on the previous solar return. This revision is to accept the changes I’ve made, revere the accomplishments and acknowledge the less than positive attitudes and behaviours. At the end of this deliberation I will commit to a new and improved strategy.

Today I begin a new solar return for 2009-2010. The question is do I want to continue with the same cycle? Or, do I wish to make changes? In some respects I am very content with my world. I’ve created a loving and comfortable universe during my previous solar return. So, why do I need to change anything? However there are few bugs which clutter up on windscreen – splattered across my vision for the perfect life. So, with my “Bug off” and a rag I choose to cleanse my vision for the road ahead. Now I choose to modify certain behaviour and look at some situations from a different perspective. Why? Because I like me!

Our healing journey begins with self love. It is a moment when we make ourselves the priority for that moment in time. It is a moment when we say, the ironing can wait and the money is better spent on something beautiful and loving for me. I am not suggesting that you live in a world of over-indulgence for if you did then it wouldn’t be special, would it? No, I am proposing that you take time for you, spend some money (what you can afford) on you and celebrate that moment in time that is especially designed to please you. I did and believe me, it was spectacular!

Yesterday I had a spa treatment, body scrub, and vichy shower, facial and a little freshen. My beauty consultant gave me special consideration with the treatment plan – she respected and honoured me with her choices and dialogue, like, “I thought you would like this and the weather has been so harsh that I suggest this!” I felt incredibly blessed.

After an hour and a half I floated home, shared the experience with my wonderful loving and supportive husband Roger. We chatted a while and then I was off to the hairdressers.

For some reason throughout my life I’ve been wanted to express what I really, really want at the hairdressers. Now, I’ve found someone who not only listens she respects my ideas and then offers, “Reasonable and realistic alternatives/suggestions.” Mary is amazing! She is a Leo Goddess and she epitomises creativity and joy in her work and pride in every creation. I honour you, Goddess of Hair!

As I floated to my car I gave thanks for both of my healing practitioners. I thought about how fortunate I am and how I’ve evolved over the past year with their tender healing touches sprinkling warmth and magic in a reality storm. My life is a much grander stage because of women like Kim, Marjana they fill up centre stage with my family, friends and trusted confidantes. How blessed am I?

We are heading out for a day of artistic and culinary pleasure. Our day has been planned around enjoying an exhibition at the National Gallery followed up by a relaxing and civilised afternoon at high tea. What a weekend?

The Sun is in Scorpio – a time for a commitment to your passion. What is your passion? What makes you come alive? When you feel the volcano gurgle inside what lava spills out into the unsuspecting world? I trust that it love and beauty. Remember: familiar acts are beautiful through love. Perrry Bysshe Perrry.

Love and honour your creativity. When you express your creativity in the world, you honour your own needs and serve the needs of society.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

In search of Nirvana

I now accept without limit the power of instantaneous healing. I feel this power flooding my entire being and world.”

The Sun sextiles to Pluto today and this offering from the cosmos is supportive for those who want to transform their lives. On that note, I am off to a spa for a body treatment and then the hairdressers for a freshen and a new do. These are quite possibly two of my favourite places on the planet. Why? Well, along with my massage therapist are havens of bliss. I am relaxed, pampered and quietly transform while treating myself to the healing environment and gifts of my creative Goddesses.

My view is that our lives are rought and tumble and we workd hard at fulfilling multiple roles and obligations and these moments of bliss are the escape to our Nirvana. So be it!

After yesterday’s true confession of “get rea” I feel a lot lighter and more focussed. The planets are supprove of breaking the unhealthy habits of my hedonistic splurge while ushering in a new mantra for my personal alchemy.

This is the eve of my birthday and so a time of reflection and consideration. I feel massively grateful for all of the lessons, challenges and blessings of the past year. I have learned many things about myself during my past solar return (as well we should). Now, I am weighing up the attitudes, beliefs and even the people who will move along with me on the next phase of my journey.

Birthdays are very important land marks in our lives. They are the milestones of our evolution. Some people reject the concept of birthdays. Whereas I embrace this phase and celebrate the rite of passage from one year into another. Over the years the celebrations have taken many iterations from singing happy birthday to me in a solitary voice to a weekend planned around a moveable feast with a castoff thousands eating and drinking like gluttons afer a 40 day fast.

This year a more dignified celebration will take place. A report of this civilised event will be submitted in our next editorial of Julia’s Journal – so watch this space.

I recognise that spirit is the source of infinite abundance. I overcome lack and get in touch with the source of infinite abundance and unbounded affluence.

Before I leave you for a morning of blissed out pampering, Voltaire reminds us: “Love those who love you!” And Julia says – Love you first!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Get real!

“Your pain is the breaking of the shell that encloses your understanding. Trust the physician within you for his hand is guided by the tender hand of the Unseen. “Kahlil Gibran

I’ve been lost; I’ve been found: I’ve walked all around. This morning I faced the scale which is something I avoided since the detox. And you’ve guessed it – I’ve put on weight. Actually I’ve piled on 1.5 kilos and now further away from my goal weight. I am so disappointed in myself. I have been insatiable since the detox finished and not followed my diet program. I’ve felt the desire to feast and be carefree with my eating regimen.

The Sun is moving into my natal sign of Scorpio today. The Moon is in the “let’s get real” sign of Capricorn. The first step to my recovery is to get back to appreciating the scales and the next step is to acknowledge that the feast is over and get back to honouring my commitment to myself. And that is what I am doing.

Now, I’m not making excuses although it is my birthday on Monday and we’ve planned some celebrations over the weekend – of course with a little food focus. So, it will be difficult to go cold turkey – yuck but I will temper my food choices and go back to healthy alternatives, drink more water and work everyday. I know the plan but life has got in the way over recent weeks. Unfortunately, I’ve been lost in the Venus conjunct Venus alignment and gulped down everything delectable and sinful. It is time to get back to me and refocus on the scales and the tape measure – continue down the path toward my perfect weight and size for me.

It is a number eight day – a day of balance and harmony (scales are obviously the theme for the day). We’ve moved from the Venusian influence of Libra into the intensity of Mars and Pluto wrangling for attention in Scorpio. Did deep and find your innermost powerful resource.

I have been blessed with a lot of amazing Scorpion friends (that means you, GilliBeans) and we have been battered and bruised by the Universe of late. We are tough and extremely resilient and have that inner strength to overcome our daily challenges until we reach our goals.

The Emperor demands focus and moving past excuses into enthusiasm. The Lovers chime “be kind to yourself – you are special and unique”. Strength is the glue that binds the heart so true. Love is the key to find my way back to me. My outlook on life is unlimited. When I refuse to limit my outlook on life I open the door to what can happen! So Be It!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

You are worthy!

I now realise the true value of my own self-worth! Hour by hour I honour the great being that I am. Hour by hour I experience more love for me. Hour by hour I attract people who value their self-worth.

St. Augustine suggests, “Love and do what you like!” I am inclined to agree in this Venus conjunct Venus phase I am in at the moment. The desire for beautiful things is strong during this time, influencing me to buy things of beauty, such as clothes, cosmetics, objects of art, things to beautify the home, or works of literature and musical recordings; surrounding myself with beauty and take advantage of the lighter and more pleasant aspects of life. Under this influence I am affectionate and want to be with friends. More importantly I am in a good mood and able to enjoy almost anything that comes along.

Mercury and Jupiter are still locked in the “love me do” phase. The Saggy moon reminds us of philosophical pursuits or a journey to the high road. It’s a number seven day – a day of reflection and internal debate. This is a great day to ponder your navel and contemplate your dreams.

Judgement encouragements the relinquishing of old habits and outworn attitudes for it is a new era – move on and don’t wallow in the past pit of dissatisfaction. Temperance is a shinning light in my cards today – offering intellectual responses to dark and dirty thoughts. The moon is rebirthing from her current dark phase – can you the tiny silver slither in the sky? The stars dance around her celebrating her transition from maiden to crone and the wonder and magic of the universe is alive.

Lost in this Venusian influence I am reminded of how unique and special we all are; each one of us irreplaceable in our own way. We are incredible beings who bring our gifts to any situation. Consider your contribution to the world and stand proud as a joyous beam of light – even when our light is dimmed your soul shines bright. Out of the darkness of our fears the light of hope burns brightly.

Our inner life is so fragile and therefore must protect it from the opinions of others. In order to manifest our innermost dreams into reality simply let your visions unfold naturally.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Trust

I now let go all anxiety about my family and friends. I allow them to move along their own paths, at their own pace. I release each and every one to the natural order of their own journey. I trust the process that carries us all forward to a greater good.

Trust has been an intangible concept in my life. After many clashes with “untrustworthy people or situations”, I have filed “trust” away in the bottom draw in a file marked X. It’s not that my intuition has not given me the usual alarm bells or that my spirit guides have let me know it is just that I’ve chosen to ignore it/them and proceeded down the path of “truth with consequences.”

It’s a glorious Sagittarian moon today and Mercury and Jupiter are in a love fest. The Hanged Man sighs while lounging upside down on the tree of life – I am bound to go with the flow. The wheel of fortune heralds a phase of Jupiterian folly and I am open and ready to receive. The Chariot carries me down the road – hurtling along in two directions. The crossroads appear in the distance – which way will I go? Let’s sit on a rock and toss a coin?

Trust is the key that opens the door to our joy – allow the Universe to guide and protect you. This is a calm and Neptunian state of being. It’s not too hard or too easy – it’s just right.

The Sun is shinning through my bedroom window. And as it captures the essence of the energy in the room it kisses the crystals which hang from fine wires above my head. The light refracts and gently disperses tiny rainbows around my head. This exquisite moment is sublime.

The gentle tinkle of my fine glass wind chimes aligns perfectly with the ardour of the morn. I don’t have any pressure to perform or a dire need to abscond.

I am where I want to be – doing what I want to do for now. The shedding and fretting have slipped from my memory and given way to a perfect morn.

I’ve read that our emotions are the litmus test to the state of our soul. Well min is in a calm and tranquil state – a feeling to behold. It’s Wednesday – a number six day – a day to commit to ourselves and be responsible for our choices. My agenda however, sits nicely under the headings of “let it be” and “so be it” and even more appropriately, “let’s not fret - trust in the universal flow.

I am aware of my ego. My objective is not to get rid of the ego, simply to be aware of how it leads me and where.

So be it!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Journey into the Unknown

Regardless of the appearance, the truth in this situation is that this person (place or condition) is really full of love for me, as I am full of love for him/her (it). I know Universal Love is working in this relationship/situation now harmonising and adjusting to its perfect outcome!

The Moon in intense Scorpio greeted me with an incredible “to do” list. I feel the pressure of this moon phase forcing me to dwell outside my realm of responsibility.

It’s a number five day – a day of changes and I can feel the internal volcano gurgle away. There is am emergence taking place – a time of grunting, groaning and gnashing of teeth before the quietness of truth manifests. Suffice to say, not all change is transcendental – sometimes the inner turmoil is representative of painful growth.

How do I know if I’ve outgrown a situation? How does O know if my current space does not fit any more? There is a shift I don’t know the outcome – yet – I only know that I am feeling the growing pains.

The Fool emerges from the cave of restriction bound for new horizons – yonder. Magician offers is bag of tricks and Hades (Death) shouts, “close the bloody door!” The Moon waves me forth to destinations unknown – take your creativity and feminie ways (intuition) that’s all!

I understand what true wealth is. True wealth is a state of detachment (from wealth), as well as confidence in my ability to manifest and create.

So Be IT

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Riders on the storm

“I am not afraid to let go of what no longer works for me, I release old fears, doubts and confusions. I welcome new beginnings knowing they bring increasing happiness. I am ready!”

Last night I dreamt of three dark horsemen. They were outside in the rain circling a small round silver caravan. Inside I was giving birth to a little girl. When she was born she looked exactly like me (as a baby). I wrapped her in a white sheet and opened the door. As I stepped on to the first silvery step the sun appeared. The three horsemen gathered. They stood side by side and one of them said, “so, she is here, it is a new way of life.”

Slowly and carefully I walk down toward the ocean. I sit on the sand and allow the cool cleansing waters float across my body. I feel reborn.

This dream felt very short. Although I feel that I have been through a long and painful labour. I feel exhausted and as I write in my journal this morning the dark clouds are being forced apart by the power of the golden sun.

I don’t know who the three horsemen are however, I’ve dreamt of them before. They have visited me in a similar setting (or it may have been the same old caravan). My interpretation is that a new phase surrounds me. I have been the through the labour and now the freshness of a new life is here.

Judgement is the choice to relinquish the old, outworn layers of the past. The Lovers seek the primal desires of love. The magician inspires with his ability to create anew; the pains of the past are replaced by a fresh new bairn.

The riders don’t scare me – they never do. I am ready to face them. Their dark austere presence is calm and almost comforting. I do not fear the labour or the intense-ness of the moment. The rain washes away my fears and as I step into the world I feel confident and yet vulnerable. It’s okay for I know that this is my destiny – I am ready.

The day beckons with a distinct feel that destiny is the vibe. The Sun clashes with the North Node but I am feeling supremely confident that there will be quietness before the storm which will deliver a new way of life. All is well.

Yasmin Boland wrote in her Sunday column that “wishes do come true.” I second that statement. I have proof – documented proof. Yesterday afternoon after writing my wish list in my Book of Shadows I decided to flick back over previous New Moon wish lists and realised that most everything I had wished for had come to fruition. This gave me a sense of satisfaction that all that we ask for comes to us under grace in perfect ways through endless opportunities from today.

I can transform my entire life. The Universe is an unbroken continuous fabric with which I can create and intend my destiny. So Be It. And harm to none.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

The wishing moon

I allow the special relationship/partnership I am seeking to come into my life now. Today, I open my heart, mind and arms wide to receive this special being and experience more love I have ever known.

It is a number three day full of communication, short jaunts and intellectual pursuits. The Moon is in her most fertile phase and ready for planting the seeds/wishes for our future dreams. Now we can consciously ask for our desired outcomes and coat them with love and intention. Make a list for what we believe will enhance our lives and begin the process with an open heart and mind.

The Chariot is the first major arcana card this morning. The Cancerian ruled card is about choices – which direction will we take? The choice is ours to make – we have control of the reigns. The Lovers optimises the cosmic flow of the day with love and communication on the menu. The Emperor reminds us it is essential that we follow through on our wishes and not just sit there on our bums. He is a hard task master who suggests the planting of the wishes but demands action in the sowing phase. It is your star – reach for it now!

Today is a rest and rejuvenate day for me – a massage this morning and then a manicure and a pedicure at home – some astro-research and then some time with my Book of Shadows to plant this months New Moon wish list. What about you?

Remember: My intentions inspire me. When my intentions are while, I am inspired (in touch with spirit) and enthused (in touch with divine intelligence). I am successful.

Have a totally brilliant and successful day – you deserve it!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Nothing is beyond our reach

The life partner that is perfect for me is attracted to me now, as I am to him/her. We come together at the perfect time in the perfect way.

This morning I’ve woken from a deep sleep feeling sublimely joyous. I feel sated, nurtured and love beyond the realms of my imagination. While transiting the corridor between slumber and awake-ness I heard Angels singing in a church which took me to the height of my passions leaving me feeling vibrant and alive. I am blessed and I am profoundly grateful – for what? For everything!

Today the Sun and Neptune escort the mystical side of us into the weekend. WE are free to explore the spiritual side of ourselves and to allow the joyous moment of being human take us to new levels of awareness. Why is this alignment so special and brilliant? It is because we are able to tap into this energy without using any illicit substances. If we are open to the subtleties of Neptune then we are able to absorb this mystical Neptunian influence freely and more importantly without the downside of addiction.

So, why is this dunking of our spirit into the Neptunian well so important? It is because we mere mortals are subject to so many distractions here on earth. We toil away at our job’s diligently achieving our outcomes, focusing our energies on the goals of living a good life and so on. Is this agenda a bad thing? No, definitely not! As a matter of fact this tall order is part of our mission here in Earth School.

However, it is days like this that remind us of the true purpose of our soul evolution and give us the opportunity to explore the internal voice or journey to the rim our of existence. We can tap into the cosmic flow and channel the influences beyond the curtain of reality. Indulge your passions! Enjoy the journey! As William Blake reminds us, “those who restrain Desire, do so because there is weak enough to be restrained.”

The shimmering orb is my first card for today. The Moon is in her secret phase and is secluded ready to receive the wish list of our desires. Temperance seeks the philosophical mantra of peace and love; balance and prudence while striding the mountains toward enlightenment. The World is my oyster – but what if I don’t like oysters? Then the world is my cornucopia of all things delectable – fresh and vibrant!

It’s an 11/2 day which portends as a public/private affair. Sure a great day to undertake the Saturn-day obligations. Conversely, it is a day to socialise. The Sun and Moon are in Libra which is an invitation to seek the pleasurable side of life – what indulgences are on your menu? You are an expression of unconditional love – who is your mirror? How will you honour yourself and others today?

On days like these we are all capable of being; the poet, actor, romantic soul so don’t wallow in the misery of what is not but rather explore the possibilities of what is to be.

Tomorrow is the New Moon in Libra. I have suggested some Libra aspects to consider in Harlequin’s Haven this month. However there are many, many more facets to the Libran ardour. Libra is ruled by Venus the planet of beauty, love a wealth so consider these areas as the nucleolus as you explore around her centre. Take your own magical mystery tour – step right this way. Allow the Neptunian pan pipe wish you away into the beauty and truth of your existence everything else is non existent. Pipe your favourite music into your conscious mind all day and allow yourself to be free from the confines of the to do lists and disempowering language of the ‘woulds’ and ‘coulds’ – instead – just BE!

Remember stand strong in your personal power, with true power that comes from within, nothing is beyond your reach.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

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Dream a little dream

“I am an irresistible magnet attracting the finest relationships. All relationships serve my highest, best interests, as I serve them!”

It is a 10/1 day – endings and beginnings which means a perfect time to release what is no longer working for you and head down the path toward a new direction/relationship.

In our modern society relationships are understood as relationships with others however I am more inclined to suggest they encompass the relationships with us too. In that view, I believe that we need to have a healthy relationship with me before we can dream of having a good relationship with us.

In most cases this is true. However, many couples have survived and even thrived with rescuer relationships or even power and control relationships. Quite often (I’ve found) we attract what we need. Our souls are like mirrors reflecting the image of what we desire and thus attracting the perfect relationship. If that works for you then that is great. We have come to this planet to learn and experience human-ness. But don’t forget we have come to have fun also.

So, if your relationships are not fun then consider the energy of the New Moon on Sunday 18/10/09 at 4:33pm to nourish your dream for the perfect partner for you!

The Sun shines magic and beams of golden hue into my spread this morning. Hierophant offers a healing ointment for the scars upon my soul – rub it in and they will disappear then trot out from your cave, oh fearless one! The Devil warns against the bonds of oppression – release the shackles of power and control and set yourself free from obscurity. The Hermit offers caution and discernment – don’t deliberate for too long on your path – it may disappear before you know it. Our subconscious is the purest form of motivation as we uncover images of the future destinations. Our intent is the compass and connection to the truth.

Each day a myriad of messages bombard our direction while our conscious minds hold firm on the wheel. Love is our guiding light and peace the beacon flashing in the distance which summons our heart and soul back home – to us.

Have an exquisite day.

I have faith in my ability to manifest my desires – dream the dream of your desire.

Peace and Love,
Julia Ashton-Sayers

Bend and Stretch

“I now consciously accept only, loving supportive and empowering relationships into my life. I know the Universe supports me totally in having the best, and I accept this completely!

Love and relationships are highlight with Venus moving into her natal sign of Libra. This aspect reveals the importance of loving relationships. For those of us who are already in a loving relationship then it is time to give thanks. And for those who want to create the vision of a perfect relationship the Universe will support you. Visualise how this relationship will compliment you, share your dreams, passions and how they will respect and love you – these ingredients are essential to your script. Furthermore, we are currently on the eve of the New Moon in Libra so this is an auspicious time to prepare the wish list for your dream partner.

It is a number nine day of empowerment. Temperance encourages balance while death portends an ending. The Hermit guides and ushers us carefully down the road while the Star is our beacon of inspiration.

I recognise that the Universe is in a perpetual state of change, and the best way to respond is to be flexible – I am flexible.

Love yourself and all things are possible!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Word medicine

“When two people learn to perfect one human relationship, they learn to drink the divine love from the well of all hearts.” Paramahansa Yoganada

Affirmations or positive thoughts and messages have influenced my personal growth. Initially I’ve sought out positive statements to overcome the damage of domestication. Don Miguel Ruiz (author of The Four Agreements) maintains that we enter this world as perfect beings of love and light and through the process of domestication we become jaded or damaged. At times when I’ve felt the slights of others I have turned to words of wisdom to remind me that I am a credible, loving and beautiful human being who deserves to be loved.

Today, the Sun and Chiron are prompting us to heal our wounds. I want to capitalise on this alignment and begin to share some of the affirmations that have supported me on my journey so far. I am referring to one of the books I have and it is called, “The Little Book of Word Medicine” by Lynette Gordon http://www.lynettegordon.com/New/Biography.htm. Each day I will open the book (intuitively) and offer an affirmation to support and guide us toward love and empowerment.

Another book I am reading is: “Chiron – The Rainbow Bridge between the Inner and Outer Planets.” This book was written by Barbara Hand Clow. This is a great read and offers incredible insight into this powerful little planetoid. I would like to suggest that Chiron is of the keys to our healing journey. When we tap into Chiron and work with this energy we are able to walk the bridge to our soul’s evolution. I am not discounting the influence of all of our inner and outer planets of course. Especially the Sun and Moon, however today is a great opportunity to access the presence of the “the wounded healer within” and acknowledge the scars upon our souls – let the healing begin!

Ironically, the first card chosen today is the Hierophant – the wounded healer. The Star is representative of my vulnerability and openness as I share my personal legacy with the world. The Hanged man is Prometheus offering the voluntary sacrifice and choosing to go with the flow. The Emperor crests this Neptunian spread with confidence and power taking back the right to live with freedom and passion.

For you, my friends and family own your frailties and scars but don’t allow them to own you. While they exist as a paragraph in a chapter they do not tell the story of your life. Your encyclopaedia of truth is in your hands. Love yourself and share your brilliance with the world.

Remember: our visions create our world!

Peace and Love,
Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 41 – final day of detox – drama queens rule!

It is believed that Saturn and Venus make weird bedfellows however here they are snuggling up today. Edmund Spencer suggests, “And all for love, and nothing for reward.” Essentially, I guess this means that we are all in for love for some benefit. So, what is your reward? Mine is the feeling of being loved and respected – such a tall order?

Temperance floats into the morning spread elegant and serene. She is posed above the chaos of the emotional realm below. Her gift or the offering is balance and a philosophical mind. The Magician facilitates his magic in duplicity effortlessly transiting between realms. The Lovers are underpinning the theme for today – locked in a balanced and mindful state of respect and communication. While Earth Mother, Gaia pushes past the pain and delivers a new phase.

It is the final day of my detox. The above reading suggests that it is time to step away from the confines of a restrictive diet and seek a period of balance and harmony. The influence of Venus and a Leo moon creates a galactic bridge between wishes and creative intent where love is the wind beneath my wings. Basically, do it for the love of self, Julia!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 41 – II days to go – Leo Gold

“Love is all we have; the only way that each can help each other.” Euripides

The Moon moves into the creative, bold and golden sign of Leo today. Leo loves to perform and dance. Mars and Saturn offer a compatible embrace which is a nice start to the working week – don’t you think?

The detox is down to the final two days and I’ve been reflecting on the changes and benefits. I seem to be quite aware of the improvement to my skin, hair and colour of my eyes – but what else?

Death is the first card of the morning spread heralding the final chapter of my current phase. I would assume that this card is the acknowledgment of the end of the detox. Is it an ending? Or is it the beginning?

The number six day suggests a new order is on offer and a commitment to a healthier lifestyle. One thing I’ve learned about myself during these 41 days of the program is that I am not perfect and that I love food. I feel that my DNA is closely linked to a lineage of hedonists. I am a self-confessed food lover. Of course it is not to say that the quality and richness of food is not important. Taste is everything – well at least it is a close second to nutritious.

The next card is Justice – contracts, agreements and negotiation is on the agenda for the day. Well, I am starting in a new section this morning and this event has re-motivated my working life. I heading off in a new direction for a while and this should be a positive influence for my self-esteem. I’ve packed my boxes and now a new horizon beckons – hauntingly beautiful and highly seductive. Keep your fingers crossed.

The final card is the Chariot. This fast moving card pulls me in two directions however I am in control of the reins. I will keep you posted on that one.

Ciao for now – and have a great day!

Good luck is with me – good luck happens when an opportunity presents itself and I meet it with preparedness.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Jar of Jems October 2009

Dear JAR,

Northern Autumnal greetings to you, Dear Southern Springtime Friend! These days we taste the sweetness of the crisp cool air as we scurry off to work or school or just go out for a walk – autumn is here! The myriad colors just dazzle my sensibilities; no matter how long I live here I am still awed by the explosive beauty. And people come here from all over just to get a glimpse of Mother Nature’s Art Show. Here in Vermont those visitors are called Leaf Peepers! It is difficult to find a hotel room during this time, since they are booked months in advance. We are lucky that the colors are splendiferous this year – sometimes they disappoint.
In fact, this year summer was practically non-existent – it rained so much that it felt like summer was a plane on the runway, and just never took off! So autumn snuck up on us and the leaves turned colors so fast – we are all suspecting that it will be a very cold winter. Someone said they saw that the deer in the woods have had their thick winter coats filled in for the past several weeks – another sure sign of frosty times ahead. That just gives us plenty of opportunity to hunker down!
Has the swine flu made the rounds in Oz yet? Even though there is no real hysteria, there have been many changes here in the way that businesses and hospitals are dealing with the public. If anyone that shows up in the Emergency Room has a cough and/or fever, they are fitted with a mask and whisked away to a private room, isolated from everyone. I also heard that someone who showed up at a clinic was turned away because of her fever/cough/headache. Public places are equipped with hand sanitizer; at the bank there is a sign that reads, “If you have a cough or fever, we will be happy to help you at the drive-up window.” One thing that I feel is a positive development is that people are actually encouraged to STAY HOME if they are sick! It seems so simple and the right thing to do, but many reasons come up for marching on in spite of it. I remember several years ago being checked out by a cashier who sneezed into her hand and then without even wiping it off, she proceeded to wrap my package and staple it! At that time I was grossed out by that action, but too hesitant to speak up – today I would handle it very differently. After all, it is everyone’s health and well-being at stake.
October is a very interesting month. To me the sign of Libra has always seemed so benign, yet a peacemaker cannot make peace unless there is conflict. A paradox, that! It’s nice to be a helper or a peacemaker, but then we take the risk of needing and attracting conflict and folks who depend on us more than themselves. Life is so funny that way. We need to fulfill our destinies by becoming who we are, but who knows how that rocks the equilibrium of the universe? I suppose there is room for everyone, and this is all a big swirling mish-mosh - a bubbling vegetable soup with us sitting on croutons as we float around waiting for some new spice to change the flavor. So while we are waiting, join me on my crouton for awhile, and let’s just float and enjoy the ride, my fourteen carrot friend! With mutual moral support, we’ll deal with the change as it comes…J
Now I am in the mood to go make some soup! We’ll talk again soon….
Love always,
JEM
Dear JemStar,

Swine flu has made its way down under – we were told just like you guys up in the northern hemisphere to wash your hands and take days off if you were ill. Unfortunately, several people have died and many more have been sick. As you mentioned these messages rallied at the other end of the spectrum with jingles about, “soldier on; soldier on!” Even though these public health notices are displayed everywhere and promoted in most media forums you still get the person who chooses to ignore basic health warnings. For example the other day I was in the ladies loo (bathroom) and someone flushed walked out of the cubicle and then walked outside without washing her hands. I was horrified. I then saw her float down the escalator and hold on to the rubber railing. Later on that day she was doing the shopping and picking up fruit and sniffing and then putting them down. You could almost see the germs jump around like a Mexican samba all over the groceries. I guess it is a good thing in the respect that it is a reminder that not everyone has the same cleanliness standards as you do and we must be mindful of washing our fruit and vegetables. I mean to say it is not that hard to wash your hands now is it?

Spring has sprung in the southern hemisphere. Floriade has been a huge success here in Canberra. People come from all over to stroll among the glorious gardens and floral exhibitions. It is quite an event in October. This year we have been blessed with a great drop of rain over the past couple of weeks. Storms have been rolling in across the Great Dividing Range and giving us a much needed drop of rain.

Personally, I love October and the energy of the Libran sun phase. For me this is a time of balance and since I am a Scorpio I find myself having an annual clean out my closet ritual. Of course I focus on the clothes but review and tossing out spills over into other areas of my life. I find it very therapeutic. I know that this feverish activity is in contrast to my Scorpion credo of “hanging on” but I feel that these outworn articles of clothing our outdated beliefs and attitudes have served me in a previous birthday year. Soon my new year will begin and I choose to take a different perspective or refashion my life to experience new experiences. It is ironic how many new beginnings seem to flood in in November.

Life is funny, Jem and like you I am often astounded how we navigate through life with a destiny under our arm and how our adventure is aligned to another persons’ or we learn (sometimes the hard way) that we are going in the wrong direction. I’ve always said life would be so much easier if we had an instruction manual or at least some business rules. What do you think? If you want to go this way put on your indicator and follow the yellow brick road. Or if you want to go that way then do a u-turn and go back to where you started from. I guess if it was that simple then we wouldn’t experience the gratifying experience of arriving somewhere where it feels just right – hmm hum, now would we? Plus, I am inclined to throw caution to the wind and tear off in a different direction – just for fun.

So how is that soup brewing? I think I will jump off my crouton and swim over to you! There’s always room for one more.

Have a wonderful month – see you in November.
Peace and Love,
Jar
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Day 40 III days to go – A train to happiness

“My garden is my most beautiful masterpiece.” Claude Monet

The Moon is in her natal sign of cancer and therefore lovely cosy feeling floats through the day. It is a day five which portends a positive vibe for changes.

During my weeding and feeding phase in the garden yesterday I reflected on how the weeds in our lives are embedded in our psyche and destroy the beauty of our garden/life. Not only are the weeds unsightly but they are tough little buggers. Weeds or negative thoughts and behaviours are the most resilient intruders into our glorious garden/life. Digging them out and tossing them into the garbage is the most positive action we can undertake for our garden/self esteem – don’t you think?

Yesterday was back breaking and hard work – although as I pulled back the blinds this morning to see the most brilliant masterpiece I felt that it was all worth it.

Its day 40 and there are three days to go on the detox. Yesterday I remained on the program – diligent and focused. Last night we went out to dinner to celebrate Moon Hawk’s birthday and there were slight deviations and a complete flip flop to finish. Never mind today looks much friendlier and the slate is clear for a fresh start; anyhow, happy birthday Moon Hawk – my favourite Libran Goddess.

The Moon is illustrious in her shimmering glory –loyalty and creativity emanate from her lunar glow. Athena calm and resolute offers respite in her determination to bring fairness and balance to my early morning reading. The great benefactor, Jupiter rolls in with the wheel of fortune – life is plentiful and there is no time to waste on second guessing yourself or pondering the lack lustre fear of failure – give it your best – time is a wasting and you’ve got a long way to go.

This morning’s spread of the major arcana reveals the unconscious script of my drive and determination for a better tomorrow. Each one of us has a story board floating around inside our heads and we are merely actors on the stage of life. I know that this is not an innovative concept however, over the past few months these words have been the subtext of my existence. Our future happiness is in our hands and minds and no one can dictate our destination. Sure they can derail our enthusiasm with their negative perception but they can’t take the controls – only if we allow them too – toot - toot – all aboard the train to happiness – have a great day.

I have faith in my ability to manifest my desires.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 39 – IV days to go - How does your garden grow?

The Moon enters Cancer and the Sun in Libra trine Jupiter portends for a lovely homey day. Home-based projects and nurturing yourself and significant relationships seems to be on the menu (very Cancerian term). For me, it is a garden day – weeding, tidying up the garden. We are off to shop (food) and then out to dinner tonight – luvely!

It is four days to go on my detox and I had a serious fall off the program yesterday. I had coffee and a slice of cake – then to follow it up with a couple of glasses of wine after work. Why? I don’t know – thoughtless, evil, wicked –not sure– perhaps human? I am disappointed in myself. I could make lots of excuses but prefer not to instead I would rather own it and move on.

I choose to forgive myself for all of frailties and misdemeanour. I can’t wallow in the guilt for too long as it will perpetuate the cycle of abuse on me. Instead, I’ll own it and pick up my self esteem and move on. And today is a great day for doing just that.

The plan remains the same and a count down to the end of the six week program. Today is it four days to go. It is also a number four day on the numerology cycle. Which means, a good day to lay foundations for the future or build a strong base under the plans we are making.

The Star offers a glow of optimism in an otherwise dull and drab existence. Athena creates the governance on a new regime. The Magician sprinkles fairy dust on our hopes and dream in an effort to overcome the frailties of being human.

Kick your guilt to the bottom of the bed – so how does your garden grow?

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 38 – IV days to go! Fantastic Friday

Look I know that it has been an extremely short week for me however, I have found it to be fast and furious. Today is Friday and the weekend is in sight and I am over the moon.

Yesterday was tough. I had to admit a huge oversight at work. It’s not easy admitting that we are human and are prone to make mistakes. I took the wrap and shouldered the responsibility for a systemic error.

After the admission I felt massively distressed (initially) and then was supported by my colleagues. I basked in the team spirit and was nurtured by their support. In the end I felt proud to admit my error – thank you team.

The Moon shines her beaming light into my spread this morning. She represents loyalty, creativity and encourages me to change with the tide.

Judgement seems ever present at the moment – the lesson of letting go is prominent and strong.

The Emperor demands truth and justice and rules from a lofty vantage. I beg for forgiveness and the price of being human is just too painful to express.

It is a new day and we are all in the influence of the Gemini Moon. This is an airy embrace supported by the Libran Sun. Truth and justice envelop us as the common theme to live by. We are all searching for balance in an chaotic world.

Modernity creates expectations we all fall into the credo of being everything to everyone and eventually there is little time for us. In the quietness of a sacred moment consider you and the dreams you hold – have a fantastic Friday and a weekend to behold!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 37 – V days to go – cold snap

The Moon moves into Gemini and the communication will begin to flow. It is five days to go on the detox and I am almost counting the minutes.

To be honest I guess a lot of the attitude shift has a great deal to do with the weather. It has turned bitterly cold and the wind is roaring at my window. This is not the inspiration I need to crunch on celery sticks or munch lettuce leaves. I would rather be slopping down a hearty casserole and following up with a steamy date pudding. But alas, no there is no such food in sight. I am so aligned with my environment at the moment – I want to rug up and fill up with hot saucy food.

Yesterday was the return to work after our little retreat in Nelson Bay. I must admit that I felt flat for most of the day. It wasn’t anything in my external world but rather the internal environment was jaded and very cloudy. It was like walking alone in the black forest without a map and not caring if I had a map or not.

Today is a new day and there are agreements and contracts on offer with the 11/2 vibe. Negotiation is on the agenda and we are all set to sign on the dotted line.

The Major Arcana journey reveals a sunny start to the day. Apollo, the Sun God offers his golden disposition to pulse into my morning reading. Judgement hails, “it’s time to move on and shed the past – celebrate the now and give thanks for the lessons learned. The Star in all her glory is triumphant and brilliant – it is the time to shine as brightly as the stars in the heavens’.

I guess one important aspect from my “hang over” from yesterday is to keep looking for a silver lining. Don’t take life too seriously and if someone shares a perspective with you then thank them for sharing or as one of my inspirational Golden Friends has suggested, “noted with thanks” works well too!

There is a glimmer of golden syrup beaming into my morning – shine on Apollo!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 36 – VI days to go – back to work

It’s back to work today. The mini holiday is over and the morning rituals are full throttle. I have to get ready for work and do the best that I can in my day life – it is part of my personal credo.

The Hanged Man suggest going with the flow – take me back to crystal blue pools and golden sands of the New South Wales north coast. The High Priestess requests devotion and grace in her re-entry into the world. The Hermit warns of the minefield ahead – take your time and don’t rush.

It’s a 10/1 day on the numerological cycle – something will end and a new door will open.

The detox is down to the final six days of the program. Today it is the beginning of the brain detox and rejuvenation.

The trip home was long and exhausting but the memory of the journey was worth every kilometre. The rest and relaxation was the reward of course. I feel calm and serene and ready to return to work. What delightful experiences lay before me today – bring them on!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 35 – VII days to go – back home

This morning our bags are packed and the departure time is set. We are heading back to ACT (after taking my Mum home to Sydney). It’s been a fantastic healing weekend with lots of wonderful treats and many blessings; the most rewarding aspect being, reconnecting with my loving tribe – the family.

It has rained constantly over the past few days but this has not dampened our spirit or enthusiasm. The prize of R&R has been grabbed and unwrapped and now we return home feeling rested and content. It’s not as though we’ve spent a fortune on fine dining or expensive distractions it’s just the moments of joy and laughter have filled our souls with golden memories.

Tomorrow is back to work. I guess that is not an inspiring thought although, I’ve been able to regather my strength and re-calibrate the balance I need to feel confident and calm.

It’s a number nine day of empowerment and resolution. Life comes full circle in the power of numbers. The ebb and flow of the cycle takes us from beginning to end and back again.

Today is the beginning of the final week of my detox. And I am glad. I’ve finished the goop and now on to the last lot of vitamins and minerals. In honour of this phase I will begin the brain detox to clear the intellectual highways and by-ways for strong communication thorough fares. Mercury is direct too so that should help with the confusion at the round-a-bout. I guess it’s time to fill in the pot holes and clear the debris.

There is a ray of sunshine to herald our departure from Nelson Bay. It is a long drive but relaxing none-the-less. I’ll be dreaming and rolling along with the kilometres feasting on the sights, smells and musical storyboard of the journey.

The Devil stalks my reading with his oppressive snare – he seduces me with his offer, “step into the world of fear and you will be mine forever”. Judgement heralds the sublime of shedding the unwanted layers of protection – it is time to lift your heart to the songs of the Angels. The High Priestess is calm and resolute as she leans toward me and whispers, “you’ve been through the worst of it, child now enjoy the best of times”.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

34 Days – 8 days to go – 8 days a week!

Oh! I need your love your babe, guess you know it’s true. Hope you need my love babe, just like I need you!

Yes, it is 8 days to go and I am raging! I’m down to my last couple of scoops in my latest detox goop and I am feeling light as a feather and finer than a spider’s web. My skin, hair and vitality are shinning and I can feel the benefits of health surging through my body. I’m so proud of myself and this achievement is worth celebrating. In 8 days I will sail into victory harbour and claim my prize – good health.

As I said earlier in the weekend I am in Nelson Bay with family on a short holiday. They have been phenomenal – so supportive and complimentary. They have appreciated the benefits of a healthier person in their midst (I hope so anyway). They are terrific in this current phase. I thank them for their support, love and devotion.

This mini holiday has enabled me to re-gather my strength, courage and rejuvenate my spirit (priceless). Our careers are very important to us – sometimes I think that my burning desire to reach the top of the mountain blurs the vision I have for my future. Retreats such as this one are essential for me as I continually push myself beyond my own limits. I strive so hard for goods and seek contentment in accomplishment. Taking time to enjoy simple pleasures and resting my mind, body and spirit remind me of the eloquence of rejuvenation.

It’s a number eight day and this is a day of accomplishment – it’s also a day of balance and that is my goal. I’m seeking balance between work and rest – taking it easy on my final day in Nelson Bay (for this trip). Tomorrow we journey back to Canberra via Sydney.

In the major arcana spread, the Hierophant reiterates the wise words of moderation and rejuvenation. The gnashing of teeth has made way for a loving smile. I feel replete in life and its beauty.

The Emperor still present in my early morning spread beams empowerment and a positive attitude to the dark recesses of my struggle. Stay strong and don’t relinquish your sense of self its okay to find solace in a shady nook but don’t dawdle – life is too short for missing your tour of truth.

Athene the Goddess of Justice is the truth and nothing but the truth. Her sword slices away the irrelevant and insignificant superfluous dross and reveals the bare beauty of truth and loyalty – if you don’t stand with me you are against me – I choose not to acknowledge you in my peripheral vision.

I feel sated by my surroundings this weekend has taken me from a distressed state of frustration and agitation to a peaceful entry into bliss. The insignificant hurdles have rotated to give way signs and signals of proceed with your head held high – it’s time to enjoy your calm passage into enlightenment and joy!

Oh! I need your love babe….

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 33- IX days to go – shed the crap

Traditionally the full moon is the time to conclude or resolve issues in your life. Conversely, Aries like to begin projects and situation. So this fullmoon can be somewhat confusion.

The moon is full in the sign of Aries – therefore it is all abou me as opposed to to sun of Libra – us/we. Uranus offers a little spice into the mix and his could potentially be a time of rebellion.

The detox journey is down to single digits – there is a nine days to go and I am a wee bit excited about that. I’ve had a great deal of consideration and respect on this mini retreat from y family which has been wonderful. There has been no taunting or questioning just pure respect and acceptance. I am grateful for that.

I suppose I’ve been rather fortunate with my family and their acceptance of my unique ways. They’ve not been too surprised when I’ve broken away from the family traditions and explored different beliefs and cultures or even when I’ve demonstrated obsessive rituals and altruistic behaviours. They have shrugged and said, this is Julia and we accept her for who she is. The only time I find the road confronting our encounter road blocks to my ideals I usally in the orkplace. Its very lucky then that I only have to work with them.

Last night over dinner we had a discussion about some of the past influences that have moulded or shaped our lives. Most of the scenarios were negative, life changing or even life threatening. Our self esteem had been bruised and challenged and our sense of self obliterate however, one common thread entwined our stories and that was the thread of resilience and determination. Everyone at the table shared their stories and realized that from these negative or challenging circumstances we have taken up the torch (our inner light) and lead the march to rescue our self esteem. Perhaps this is the message f this full moon. If you feel as if you are in a situation which is not feling right or comfortable or if something has not evolved for you then pack your bags and move on. Or if that is not n option considering flipping your perception and seeing the matter on a different light. Count your blessings and see the lessons for what thy are but don’t wallow in the more for too long – the Aries moon will not allow it! Use the force of this Aries moon to champion your cause – because you deserve it!

Today I am sharing my Aries full moon with my gorgeous neice, an Aries Goddess – so beautiful and courageous. She is wise and clever adaptable and funny. I have a great deal of respect for her and her journey – she is a positive force in my life.

Hermit moves along the path cautiously only looking up to decipher the messages of relase and relinquish from the Angelic realm. The ultimate Arian, Zeus dictates terms demanding we shed the crap and move on – charge!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 32 – X days to go – a mini holiday

Yesterday we arrived in Nelson Bay. We were exhausted and after unpacking the car collapsed in a heap. My brother made us teas and coffees and we caught up with quick tales of the trip up and then had lunch. It was great to be here – near the ocean and away from work. Don’t get me wrong – work is good for many reasons but mini holidays are much better.

It’s ten days to go on my detox and these few days will be a test as we are away from home and the classic routines. Plus, I like to push the boundaries of my eating regime and spill over into lush and naughty faire – don’t you? Well, not time friends and family!

Temperance shines brightly into my spread. She is a guiding light and her appearance allows me to take a few moments to ease into a sigh of relief. She represents hope beyond comparison. When she appears the dark curtain begins to recede into secret caverns and dark places where my obsessions, passions and imaginations lurk where the purest forms of truth and honesty exist. Ebbing toward the precipice fear and dread pulse throughout my body as we move forward out of our zone of comfort – no parachute or life jacket just the unknowable – jump for your life!

The High Priestess confirms the re-entry back into the real world. She has been to hell and back and now she sits poised and elegant in her golden vestibule reading the legend of her truth and documentary evidence that she has survived the tour of Hades and lived to tell the tale.

The world aspires to the goodness of the banquet of life – Venus stands alone and vulnerable waiting for the richness of the Universe to fall from the vine. Her lofty presence in the golden vine of abundance is protected by the cornerstones of wisdom, truth, loyalty and honesty.

This mini holiday has a nurturing theme. It’s great to rise a little later and spend some precious moments along; to write and create magical alliances between my thoughts, words and actions. These are the benefits of a holiday you don’t think – time is not the guardian of your truth but rather a gateway to places unknown and explored territories within your imagination.

I stand alone at the precipice of the unknown and am ready to take flight. Come and join me on my mini holiday its time to relax, rejuvenated and rejoice.

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 31 – XI days to go – Growl

You know how I suggested yesterday that laughing off situations would be a good strategy – should have taken my own advice.

For some reason I got myself into an awful state – I got frustrated while waiting forty five minutes at one stop – got annoyed about being left out “again!” and then frustrated by the fact that people continually underestimate me. Why do I bother? Why do I care? I don’t know – what I do know is that I am even more annoyed abut allowing myself the wasted energy in reacting to these situations. Today will be different – I promise.

It’s a number five day – a day of changes – it is a positive new month and Mercury is bounding forward. Communication is clear, check; understood, check and what is even more refreshing there doesn’t seem to be any cosmic clashes to be seen.

It’s eleven days to go on the detox program. I’ve been detoxing the liver this week and it has been rather uncomfortable, I must say. I’ve felt pretty lousy really – I’ve had a headache and nausea for most of the week. While I understand it is part of the process I’ve felt rather uncomfortable. The liver is such a major organ and it has been absorbing so many unhealthy habits over my life time. Habits like sugar, carbohydrates and did I mention, sugar. I am convinced that once this part of the program is accomplished then I will have a nice healthy general for my body. He will be able to efficiently direct the nutrients to the correct portal.

The Empress and the Emperor hold hands in agreement as they stroll through my morning spread. The Hanged man moans from the tree of life – go slow and relax, Girl – the fool assures me that a new month will bring many new surprises and visions to fruition. Just keep the faith and travel light – you be alright!

I am tempted to encourage you to take it slow – what do you think about that? Okay let’s shuffle along together it’s a long and winding road – turn that growl into a victory roar!

Peace and love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers

Day 30 – XII days to go – Laugh it off, Ha ha!

Mercury and Mars are locked in a lover’s embrace today so an intense exchange is possible. This is not a bad thing considering Mercury has been retrograde for most of September. Mixed messages and crossed words have been flooding our communication channels – now it is time to set the record straight – (if that’s what you want). Or, you can laugh it off – well that is my plan – I feel the upside of down has a quirkier and ravenous appeal rather than locking horns with the Devil’s Advocate. Speaking of the Devil what major arcana messages are emerging from my unconscious today?

Justice is the first scene from my story. The stage is set for balance and determination in the pursuit of my goals; a contract or an ending perhaps? It’s a number four day so laying the foundations for the future. The World is my oyster or so Venus suggests as she points to the heavens for inspiration and guidance. Judgment augurs letting go and or ending what is no longer working for us – it’s time to move on – carve out a new path.

It’s twelve days to go and I am feeling extremely positive. It’s almost the home stretch and I feel that I am past the worst of it. I’ve often wondered what lies beyond the detox – is there another world out there and what does it look like. One conclusion that rings loud and clear is that I will never go back to my fat, unhealthy former self so, this is my life now. This is the new frontier of wellbeing, respect for my body and standing alone in reverence for a long healthy future.

At times over the past few weeks I’ve felt isolated and not a part of the herd. I’ve felt left out – excluded. And to a certain extend that has been true – but then objectively speaking I know in my own heart that it has been my choice. When you step away from the group or when you choose to do something completely different you are standing alone. This act takes courage and a strong will. I guess these are two of the ancillary pay off’s I spoke about earlier in the commitment creed. Back then I felt that there would other benefits to the detox – now I realize just how determined and strong willed I am.

Enjoy your day in everything you do and say and if it gets too much – laugh it off!

Peace and Love,

Julia Ashton-Sayers